une belle histoire

Be-u-tea-full

2012-02-25T18:00:00.001+08:00

Just close your eyes

You’ll be alright

Come morning light

You and I’ll be safe and sound…

Now playing: Safe and Sound

so I see that my last update was on 8th February. and I don’t even notice that today is 25th February actually.such a long gap of time since I last wrote. Let’s recall the day when I registered into the university…. that was 31st January.

I think today will marks three weeks I have been in IIUM. Means that I have been trying to adapt and customize myself to the lifestyle in this univ for almost 3 weeks too. nothing surprise,nothing new, nothing exciting. My life consists of the same old same old mundane routine. Oh did I say about tutorial questions and tasks that are piling up day by day? *sighs. “so many things to do, yet so little time” –this quote best reflects my situation.

have I told you about my roommates? unfortunate to say, they weren’t the same roommates I had back in CFS IIUM,Petaling Jaya. We all have to separated. At first, fear and scare fill in me the first week I’ve been here. I found out that two of my roommates are older than me,and I didn’t know how they look like as they were in a semester break during the Introduction week. Another one is a dear friend of the same batch from CFS,also a laws student and luckily, at least I know her since we were classmates in CFS before. But once we gathered together,they weren’t that bad,snob and arrogant as what I thought they might be.haha,silly. alhamdulillah I am fortunate enough to say that they are nice people because I was fear that they are uhhmmmm you know; the contrary one cause then,life will be miserable. Let me introduce them. First roommate:Kak Nisak, 23 years old and a third year student from Kuliyyah of Economic.Second is Kak Ida, 21 years old, first year (second semester) student from Ahmad Ibrahim Kuliyyah of Laws [yes, a law student as well]. Third is Shima,20 years old. They are all busy and active students,if you did read my previous tweets about how I feel so alone here in the night then you will understood what I am saying.

*Kak, a shortform of Kakak is refers to older Sister=similar to 언니

*Kuliyyah here refers to faculty.

I was given a nice room alas it is located on fourth floor –_-;; ish you cannot portray the sweats and how exhausted it can be to climb the stairs every single day *exaggerating. in one room,we are divided into four compartments.and unlike in CFS,I have my own two door drawers,my own single bed, my own study table,my own book shelves. I love love my compartment. I took the photo below during the 3rd day so that explains why it looks rather plain and simple.it doesn’t look dull like this anymore.

Move on, I still find out that I am such a failure when it comes to time management. my professor who teach me an Islamic law subject once said this during his lecture class; “ all human kinds are given the same 24 hours a day, same 7 days per week, same 365 days a year. there is no such thing as let say, a person call A has extra 3 hours in a day,nor that he was given 9 days a week.you can do a lot within 24 hours actually.well, sleep part does not count” . this is an early reminder by my professor regarding of assignment or tutorial answers submission. oh you all know why anyway, students tend to give many excuses regarding on why they didn’t finished their coursework. hihihihi.let say, he had to participate in a competition, he fell sick blahblahblah so on and so forth. while I was pondering over his words, I come to conclusion that I think I get what he mean actually. in my understanding, he is actually trying to convey a message that time is golden- do not waste time and I believe he despise “I don’t have time for this etc” kind of person. He got a point there.

but haihhh here is my defense………. I am well aware that I am infected with a virus call “LAZY” and still can’t find solution to recover from this. literally, I told people that I despise lazy people and respect the hardworking one. but how ironic it sounds that I AM that person that I describe to be the one that I dislike.ceyyyyy. tsk tsk 난 몰라 이젠…… maybe I inherited this laziness from my dad or my mother or .. I don’t know! But this habit can be change right? Lazy is the main factor that I cannot be in-time also the reason why I always do things in last minutes! *head desk. well,speaking of time management, I suddenly remember a good example. Know Datuk Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar (the person who inspires me in life) ? I remember that I once read a book by his late brother called “Reaching for the Stars” and it was said that before he become an astronaut, he is a doctor,a lecturer, a part time model, an entrepreneur, also a volunteer worker ; ALL at the same time. He participated in so many activities. I cannot even imagine his tight schedules. let alone to compare them to mine. While he achieved so many things in life, what I have done for the 20 years of life span? what are my achievements? If he can do so, why cannot I? *here comes the motivation. I am only an ordinary student,yet, I complaint that I have so many stuffs to do as if I am a prime minister or a CEO of a big company. 헐 …

I have stop here. I do not even do the ILS tutorial yet –_-;;

by the way I found an interesting quote when I read an English novel last night.

“There is no such thing as normal. We all pretend to be normal, you know. But nobody really is.”- Homecoming

to conclude today’s post, let us spread the positive vibes around :3

New chapter to be unfold

2012-02-08T17:40:00.004+08:00

tick tock tick tock. It’s the first week of this semester, and I am here to pen down my thoughts cause it had been a very stressful and super hectic day. what a way to start a new semester at a new place.

Did I mentioned that I went through a super hectic taaruf (introduction) week? It is hard to fathom the pain, mental and physical tortures I felt.muehehehe. So to the future juniors, it is suffice to say, don’t worry and be happy.*evil laugh

to start of, I only attended two lectures today. Lectures went well, the lecturers only brief on the course outline,schedules,tutorial time table and what not. sighs, duhhhhhh all I did today was wandering around the campus area like a person with no direction. it is just the first week. I don’t know how I am going to go through 4 years duration of studies. 4 years of studies for the sake of academic purposes. There goes my youth. Not that I am complaining or whining........ It just that everyone has their own bad days and this day happened to be those days. Heummmmm if you get what i mean

anis and I went to various departments only to be informed that I couldn’t register two university required courses because the sections ARE CLOSED. okay,i lie. i only went to two departments hehehe,but the distance in between each faculty is so far that you couldn't help but feel extremely exhausting in the middle of your walk. maybe it happened to me only. alas, I was also been told that I have to take these two subjects during the following semester. can you imagine how stressful it is? No way. Oh dear, by hook or by crook, I don’t want this kind of issue affects my study plan. Just like anybody else, I do not want to flunk in my exams.It's either to ace or to flunk. Not when I was just about to start my first semester in IIUM Gombak . 헐

I rather do 9-10 subjects this semester than taking lesser subjects. Albeit it sounds relax if I just drop one or two courses during this semester, but I know myself well. I will be less serious and lazier. *big sighs*

My journey is only about to start. Oh Allah, please let it be smooth sailing. I don’t want anything, anyone to interrupt my way. For only you whom the most gracious and most merciful in this whole universe, and only on you that I rely my hope on. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

By the way, quoting what my professor said this morning to us “ YOUR HONEYMOON IS OVER”

I foresee all the bumpy roads i have to come across in order to hold the Bachelor of Laws degree (LL.B) scroll.

Whatever will happen in future, all I can say to myself is ALL IS WELL. ALL IS WELL

Goodness. Bed is calling. I am going to quietly crawl into bed and doze off.

Until next time.Bye.

Note to self:No more last minute study, woman.

Upstairs Café Subang Jaya

2012-01-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

Hung out with Hana on December 30,2011. We had lunch at Subang Parade,do some window-shopping but decided to not buy anything as there are no stuffs looks appealing to me nor Hana (we were hoping for sales)-sighs-. later, we went to Empire Gallery to buy Hana’s supplements.

Thai cuisines for lunch. They tasted awful anyway. Regret regret regret.....

Mine

Hana's

It was a breezy evening when we arrived at this place. First impression? “What a cozy place to chill and relax”…
Another thing that I like is the background music in this cafe ..Makes me feel at ease

So both of us had Red Velvet Cake that day. I always tempted to try this cake since I heard that it is so tasty and delicious *drools.
And yes, it tasted extremely good, the texture is soft, smells good and I just fall in love at first sight with the vanilla aroma it makes me feel happy in instant (am not kidding).

Also, another reason I wanted to come here because I heard that they serve good coffee!

Check out the latter art below, it’s a bit messy but this Hazelnut White Coffee tastes good the taste is so similar to Hazelnut White Coffee from Old Town White Coffee

Some pictures of the day

my pretty best friend;Hana

Initially,it was just Hana and I before Sid came and tag along.

Cause we are cool like that.....

And this one (below) was taken using Sid's MacBook

by the way, take note that the Red Velvet Cake was sold out like hot cakes within a few hours! I think I arrived there around 5:30 pm-ish and we were the early birds who bought the cake (one slice each person) and 7pm-ish, it’s sold out already. But fret not, you can try the cupcake version too
Aside from the famous Red Velvet,there are many other desserts to try, I think I wanted to try the Chocolate Lava during my next visit eheh. oh,did I mention that they serve pasta too?

Value for money: 4.5/5
Interior-wise: 3.5/5

Upstairs Café is located at 12A, (above Kafe Bawang Marah) Jalan SS12 Subang Jaya, Selangor

p.s: i wrote heaps of posts,but post none. *sighs
p.p.s: you like the new background music?

I am a victim of my own mind

2012-01-16T21:06:00.001+08:00

it hits me hard when I realize that......
I am drifted apart from my close friends………..
I wonder, was it my fault?
or theirs?
too much thinking and the non-stop thoughts in my mind drive me insane.
time and distance…… *sighs* they surely do play an important role.
I just miss the old us,that is all.

I wonder, did they miss me like I did?
I wanted to approach them,but I am scare, and I kind of feel like I’ve been neglected by the friends.
Must be because of my annoying behaviour.
And also my I-don’t-give-a-shit attitude.

Sad me, only rely on Hana,Qima,BKR 친구들 and my cyber-life friends to keep me smile.

I am naturally a happy person,but I just don’t know why I always have these sad thoughts…….
And when I am sad, all I want is just for people to leave me alone.
I tried to be positive 24/7 but unfortunately I fail.

This is just a personal thoughts. I didn’t mean to offend any of you.
Just don’t mind me.hahah
I write to spill it out before it kills me softly.
All I want to do right now,is SLEEP. So I can just forget everything,and feel RELIEVE afterwards.

Blow my mind.......

2012-01-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

One week left until I quit from my work,then 31st January will arrives and will be the day I say HELLO TO COLLEGE LIFE again :B

So far, 2012 has been great (opsss i just realized this is my first entry in 2012). Hung out with the good best friends...more shopping (enjoying spending my own salary)...i bough clothes for my siblings on 1st January *i feel so blessed*. Moreover, I have started to love my work,the love grows gradually,i do feel upset that I am going to leave my workplace,and all the nice people there......
However,I also cannot wait to start college again! Cannot wait to study, and this time I want to perform well *pinky promise*. All I want is to be good academically and just get a flying colors result!Not sure how and i also didnt know if i can handle the tough subjects,but with God's helps and my own effort, insyaAllah everything is going to be alright kan?Amin :)
Also,it has been a surprise that I kind of stop spazzing over k-pop. I don't know...it starts ever since I start working................ Well, now i can say that *i think i can juggle between study and kpop* *pauses* maybe..................

to be continued.............

10/12/2011 Penang Nyonya Subang Parade

2011-12-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

Went to Subang Parade last 10th December for dinner.It was my treat. Went there with daddy,second sis and lil' sis :) We dine at Penang Nyonya. So we chose to eat Chinese Fried Rice (daddy and sissy), Cantonese Kuey Teow (me). Was having a hard time to choose what to eat, afraid to eat something new,so we decided to settle for something simple.

Chinese Fried Rice (RM 8.90)

Cantonese Kuey Teow ( RM 8.90)

People of the day:

Daddy a.k.a ABAH

Adibah,second sister.

lil' sissy!

yours truly...

Lastly.........

To be honest, I don't think I will come again to this place. I noticed that all of the workers are foreigners (you know those Nepali/Vietnamese looking people) and it makes me/ us feel uncomfortable. Also, the ambiance of the place is so noisy. I prefer a place which is cozy and serene. oh, the service is quite good too .Taste wise, the kuey teow that I ate was hemmm *sighs* SO-SO,it was okay lah but i think the taste is similar to the one that i bought from hawker stall la...plus, hawker stall's foods are cheaper you know. Chinese Fried Rice? Dad said it's not worth it. On the other hand, since we just tried these two, we certainly don't have the right to judge this place yet :) Anyhow,since Subang Parade has many other food outlets, i will just explore and check them out one by one (exception for the non-halal restaurants) :) Till then, good bye!

p/s: 1 day left until 2012! what is your new year resolution(s)?

When Will I Learn My Lesson?

2011-12-27T18:49:00.001+08:00

To two persons that I've hurt their feelings, I am sorry. Really I do. Begging for your forgiveness is all that I am able to ask for right now. I really didn't mean it that way.......... I do know and admit that I can be immature at times && my action can be reckless. If you are reading this, I am so sorry sorry sorry!

I won't repeat the same mistake again. I will be more careful next time, so please *long pause*............. do not prolong this matter no more. Don't bring it up in future and please do no go any further. Old folks said "silence is golden". There I said it. God bless.

111218 Alexander Live In KL Solo Showcase 2011 Part 1

2011-12-24T15:23:00.001+08:00

hey ho! *crosses fingers if i still have readers*
presenting......... 두근 두근 두근~~~~ *drum rolls*
PIKAKITTY'S FAN ACCOUNT YO!!
so as you can see,i went to that event last Sunday. It was located at Cheras Leisure Mall.
Arrived there at around 5pm-ish and quickly queuing to redeem my goodies.
I am suck at writing anyway,so just let the pictures and videos do the talk for me.

Lucky me, Cheras Leisure Mall is not far from my grandparents house, it took a 10minutes drive from the house to the venue. Dad drove me to the mall.
Arrived at around 5pm-ish and quickly queuing to redeem my goodies.
Since I come alone (supposed to tag along with Liz but changed my mind last minute cause my dad said he can send me)………… I have no friends to spazz with. Promised to meet Dayah there since she wants to sleepover at my house after the showcase ends. But Dayah was nowhere to be found.Later I met her for the very first time when I was queuing, sadly we were separated cause I was one of the first 300 purchasers (thus we got the privilege to enter first).
But who knows I get to to know this one cutie 언니, Farieda :) She was my new friend and I stood next to her at the showcase.

Took pictures with Farieda 언니 before the showcase starts.

Farieda's placard!ain't that cute??

PERFORMING HIS SPECIAL TRACK: BAD GIRL

"she's on fire she's so hot"

"she's a bad girl bad girl,so good so good"

"you are driving me crazy crazy can't get enough!"

"tell me what's up~~~"

after the perfomance ends, he interact with fans.
some of my favourite answers from Xander XDDD

MC: what do you think about Malaysian fans?
Xander: Everybody,you guys are really passionate you know~ *fans SCREAM OUT LOUD*thank you so much *thumbs up

Mc: How do you define a bad girl?
Xander: Bad girl is somebody...you know.... too good to be true,LIKE YOU GUYS *points to audience

i was literally SCREAMING OUT LOUD once he appears on the stage,it was so indescribeable. I was about to cry,but then i hold my tears because I don't want to look emotional and all .but can you imagine that feeling when you long to see that person and once you finally get to see him,you can just look him from far???yeah that's it.he's like...coming out from my laptop screen and too good to be true!!!!

After Bad Girl,he performs my favorite song ever!It's Meteor Garden (Taiwanese drama) theme song called 情非得已

acting cute huh

he conquers our heart by singing this song.he dont really have to try hard anyway,i personally like it when he sings this chinese song cause it does not require him to sing at a very high tone voice,cause this song is pretty simple but nice.

it doesn't stop there,later he sings 그 남자(Secret Garden OST). I have to admit that it doesn't really shows his vocal strength,but put it all aside, i was so mesmerized by his passion,his PASSION to sing,to perform, to show his talents,despite of all the hardships he went through before.

Check these gif(s) I manage to capture in my video,LOOK PEOPLE LOOK! he is so adorable, can't you see????

his passion...

"이 거지같은 사랑 "

he acts cute a lot!omoooooo

He may not have the best vocal among all,but he surely have this charm,this aura that makes us (the Kiss Me and the Xanderettes) to continue to support him,to encourage him. In my opinion,it doesn't matter if my boys didn't win any awards and get the recognition they deserve,because they are(UKISS, XANDER,KIBUM) already a WINNER in my heart. *awwww don't want to sound cheesy but i just being honest here.

special performance by Xander "Party Rock Anthem "

so what to say hah? it was unexpected!i really think this is a pretty cool idea! i love watching him shuffling,it so good to see the other side of Xander,perfection! *being bias

to be continued....

[Movie] Premiere Screening of Alvin and the Chipmunks 3

2011-12-11T00:59:00.013+08:00

What an unproductive day and way to write :)
I do and always wish that I can blog constantly and update this little space of mine every single day if possible but I just can't.
I really didn't do many activities; be it outdoor or indoor. Besides I don't really have any interesting stuffs to tell, and to share either
As a start, December has been a slow month, for now, I don't know about later
And I realize that ( i lost count on how many times have i rant the same topic all over again) my English vocab has become worsen day by day. So excuse my bad language and poor grammar.

But 7-days until Alexander Fan Meeting Couldn't say that I am not excited though,cause I AM! Maybe I just feel less excited than before Don't know why and don't want to figure it out pheeewwwww
Anyway, on 7th December I was selected by New Straits Times to received two complimentary tickets to watch the Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 which is suppose to be in cinema starting from 15th December. Hana (the best friend) was my date. We were watching the movie at MBO Subang Parade. It was my first time to watch movie at the cinema as well

If you don't have clue what it's (the movie) all about,here is a very short synopsis from imdb dot com :

Playing around while aboard a cruise ship, the Chipmunks and Chipettes accidentally go overboard and end up marooned in a tropical paradise. They discover their new turf is not as deserted as it seems.

Writer's note:
So in my honest opinion, I give this movie out of fiveWhy? Because it is just a very good movie to watch a very light movie that made me and Hana fan girling over squirrels in the cinema kekekekeke We couldn't stop from saying things such as "awwwwww" "oh my god cute nya!" "comel nya" "look at that!" "alolololo ain't that cute?!" Well,maybe it was us ony lah okay fine.Different people have different taste kan kan kan? ^^ I might watch this movie again
Alvin,Simon,Theo and The Chipettes are jgkdjfgkdsjgkdsjk cutie!Their voices and when they sing the Bad Romance makes me go GA-GA OOLALA!
Alvin is so naughty,Simon is very responsible from the very beginning of the movie and Theo is such a cutie pie! when he gave the necklace to Dave,it makes me go like "dude,i want him as my 'son' too!" can i just keep 'em all including The Chipettes?

Take one

Take two

It's definitely one of the good days. Cute guy,cute mat salleh guy that i met at the train station~Baskin Robbin some more Aside from the movie itself, we saw a cute guy that Hana has a crush on since last year,and he is a local celebrity! Hint:Pan-asian guy!
We were acted like some kind of ~~professional~~ stalkers when we follow him in the mall. *sighs* he is such a cute guy, he is not that muscular but he is not skinny and petite either.well,he is just one kind of guy

Good bye , I am going to Klang Parade in few minutes to collect the ticket of Alexander Fan Meeting showcase

너 돌아 올수 이겠니?

2011-12-01T01:02:00.004+08:00

i miss the beautiful sky in Langkawi.the sky is so pretty,
and it gives me this indescribable warm feeling :((
I wish to comeback, alone.

Say hello to December!Truth to be told, I feel so tired and unmotivated. Life is so boring and pointless at the moment. I am so hopeless.Oh bliss.
But don't worry I am still alive. I don't want to sound emo and stuffs but *sighs*
I feel so lost in this world .
Aside from the tension, i think everything in life is alright though. I must say that November was not a delightful month.

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles

You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Now you will
You will when you believe

note to self: just let it go.

I escape from reality over and over again

2011-11-11T20:58:00.005+08:00

아휴............ i'm having a writer's block right now
but come on, it's 11/11/2011 and i should post something

Lioele Blooming Pop Tint

I am thinking of getting one lip tint from Lioele,i wanted to buy the Pinky Tint!the colors are pretty isn't it?
Happy 11/11/2011 everyone!

A day at Sunway Pyramid: The Street Cafe, Etude House,Beauty Credit,Korean foods

2011-11-06T13:11:00.018+08:00

It's a bit embarrassing and a late post but on 8th October I went to Sunway Pyramid with my now-ex-room mate Anis We decided to meet and hang out because we both know that it will be hard to see each other again,unfortunately Sue(our other room mate) already flew back to Kelantan so it is just two of us on that day.

We had our lunch at The Street Café, Sunway Pyramid

김밥 (kimbab)

라볶이(raboki)= a mixed of 라면 (instant noodle) and 떡볶이(korean rice cake)
in this case.the raboki does not taste spicy at all,much to my annoyance it's a little sweet.

let me introduce you to my favourite beverage 밀키스!!! the taste is awesome!

it's taste like a mix of cultured milk drink+soda.you get it?

The Street Café, Sunway Pyramid is located at Asian Avenue, Sunway Pyramid Shopping Mall. it's not hard to found this place,and i assure you that price-wise: it is very affordable.

After lunch, we walk around and then we go to the TGV to watch Johhny English (?) ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ it was a so-so movie but it's really hilarious. while waiting to watch the movie, Anis accompany me to buy make up and new wallet. Oh before that,I went to Etude House alone while waiting for Anis ( i was there earlier than her).
Once I enter Etude House, i can't help but buy something ㅠㅠ *guilty pleasure*I thought I already remind myself to spend money wisely.
but .................... I can't control myself.
Take a sneak peek at how the Etude House Sunway Pyramid outlet looks like :) am sorry for the blurry pictures since i was in hurry when i took them.

Things that I bought from Etude House that day:

55 kissful tint chou
using it as a daily lip gloss now

Surprise Essence Concealer
if you notice,the concealer is too bright for my skin tone,and it was because i bought a wrong one T_T *sighs*
i think i accidentally bought the wrong tone,i was in hurry so i just grab it,i will never forgive my self.

And these are the products from Beauty Credit that I bought:

Beauty Credit Red Lip Tint (Cherry in color)

Beauty Credit Strawberry Milk sheet mask. awww ain't that cute??

Beauty Credit Coenzyme Q10 BB Cream sample

This is my first time trying Beauty Credit's products :) Well,initially I went there to find a lip tint but I end up bought a sheet mask as well, i wanted to buy three-four other stuffs at Beauty Credit in future cause I fall in love with their make up range. Plus,most of the products are affordable too. To tell you the truth, I really don't know much about Beauty Credit. It is unpopular make up brand in Malaysia isn't it? Well after doing a research about their products, i happened to read many good reviews about their foundation range and BB Cream. Let see if i want to buy the BB Cream or not cause it's hard to find a right shade for my skin tone and if I remember the price of BB Cream that I saw at Beauty Credit outlet that day is actually more than MYR 100 ~~~Definitely out of my budget, I am just a student so i cannot afford make up which costs more than MYR 70 per item. That is why I only bought stuff from Etude House since they are cheaper.Before I forget,the staffs are generous enough by giving me two sample of their BB Cream!Thank you :) I am going to try it soon and maybe,just maybe i will make some reviews ^^

Anis and I

Anis looking good. On the other hand, I look oddly white-too white for my tone- ( the sales assistant from Etude House applied one of their best seller powder pact on my face) and I boldly use the lip tint from Beauty Credit.HAHAH it feels weird at first cause i never wear any red lipstick before ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ
tata~~~

Allow me to be excited+tags

2011-11-03T16:13:00.006+08:00

"Sometimes I wonder if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs"-Bella in Twilight

You can click the close button if you dislike to read what i post :)
so *drum rolls* doogeun doogeun doogeun doogeun..........

*throws confetti* yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i just bought the VIP X ZONE ticket today at Subang Parade!-inhales exhales- i am that excited to the point that i want to hug everyone ~~ i bought the ticket using my own saving,my own salary. previously,i can't go to UKISS FAN MEETING,SUPER SHOW 2&3, Korean Music Wave.why? ? because dad said,if i wanted something,i have to work on it myself.since he doesnt like my fangirl life, he don't want to paid for anything :\ you guys don't know how many tears had falling because i missed a lot of opportunities to see them,my idols. so now i have this golden opportunity to see XANDER ,thus i don't want let it go. it might be my first and my last.who knows what future holds for us.
hahaha it will be held next month anyway,but mamamamamama allow me to enjoy this moment because :

ALL ticket will be coming along with a gift: Limited Edition Calender (For ALEXANDER to sign on Showcase Autograph Session)
* FIRST 300 VIP X ZONE TICKETS: ALEXANDER AUTOGRAPHED XCLUSIVE T-SHIRT + Will have the priority to enter the showcase in VIP X ZONE.

AND I AM ONE OF THE FIRST 300 VIP TICKET HOLDERS! tehehehee it was stated on the letter that i received from the music store nyeehehehe.
~~i am so batak i know i know i know.i repeat,don't read if you don't like it~~

enough of the rant.
I was tagged by Nicole and Faha unni :D *thank you thank you,i love being tagged* So here is my answers.

Rules
1. You must post this rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create 11 new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them to the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tags back.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "You're tagged if you're reading this" you legitimately (aka really, trust, with all honesty) have to tagged 11 people.

11 things about me
1. i have a fear to speak in English. i am currently trying to recover from this phobia.
2. i carry a notebook and a book(it can be novel or self-help book) anywhere i go.
3. lip balm,lip tint,lip gloss,small mirror,eyeliner are must have items in my bag.
4. i like to wear wedges more than flats and heels.Wedges are comfy,make me look a bit taller. alas they made my foot blister if i wear them for a long period of time *sighs*
5. a shyer. a dreamer. ~~a belieber.~~ typo, i mean a BELIEVER.
6. i like to read books and blogs!
7. i love strawberry and grape tea.
8. i love desserts and pastries-cakes are the best-
9. i love to take photos of people,things, scenery around me.
10. passion for photography,bokeh,latte art,poems,HELLO KITTY,PIKACHU,anything pink,polkadots,Etude House,korean make up. i collect anything cute,unique and limited edition stuffs.
11. i might be a shy person, but i am fierce and bold at times, i say what i want and what i think is right and i don't care if it offends you. for the record, i did make few friends cried because of what i say to them tehehehehe.

First, a tag from Nicole :)

1. J-Pop or K-Pop? K-pop

2. Carbonara or Lasagna? Carbonara

3. Venice or Rome? Venice

4. Blogger or Tumblr? Blogger

5. Spiderman or Batman? Batman

6. Latte or Cappuccino? Cappuccino ftw baby~

7. Logical or Creative? Logical

8. Passive or Active? Active

9. Sunrise or Sunset? Sunset

10. Ravenclaw or Hufflepuff? Hufflepuff

11. Pink or Blue? Blue (sapphire blue is the prettiest color)

Second, a tag from Faha XD

1) Any favorite blog you would like to recommend me to read? Why?
the only blog that crosses my mind right now is http://tonguechic.com/ . a fashion and a beauty blog,in case if you want to know what is the latest trend in malaysia or Asia.hihihihih mianhae i am so random, i don't know if you like it,but it is one of my favorite blogs <3
2) Have you ever fan-girling/fan-boying over something/someone? Elaborate. (Lmao this.)
Of course I did, i have this huge fan girl crush for Eli, James Reid and Big Bang TOP. i usually talk about them with my girls, Hana and Qima.Well with Hana mostly. you can google up their pictures just in case you don't know them! best thing is,Eli and James Reid replied me once on Twitter <3 and my current white guy crush is Adam Levine (i don't care about his rumors and scandals)
3) Do you think you're independent girl/boy?
I am muehehehe I can live far away from my family albeit the occasinal homesick. i can take a ride using public transport alone, i can live alone. basically, my family have trusted me to live alone (when my parents are working) ever since i was 8-9 years old and can take a good care of myself and HOUSE,alhamdulilllah. *i was thinking of going abroad to travel alone someday and i do plan to live alone in future*
4) Any ironic life experience to share?
Do no trust anyone but yourself. friends can backstab you from the back anytime. what so irony is that, he or she is the one that scold me,send me text messages,ignore me at the first place (trust all the bad things about me that they heard from others) and when i keep quiet and ignore them,THEY CAME BACK TO ME AND ASK FOR MY FORGIVENESS.lesson to be learnt: when people did bad things to you,just let them do whatever they wants,you life might be at risk,but trust me, GOOD THINGS COME TO PEOPLE WHO WAIT. what goes aroud comes around baby.
5) What do you expect to see from yourself 5 years from now?
errrr ~~married~~.own a car,a house, be a legal officer or a ~~lawyer~~ or working in legal firms.be able to speak fluently in ENGLISH and *coughs coughs* Korean. most importantly,SUCCESSFULL IN LIFE.
6) Any hidden talent that other people do not know about you?
hidden talent? hahahah no idea...
7) Why did you choose to create a blog on the first place?
to improve my writing skill and as a journal to read back in future, some entries are embarassing but nice to read back *hides*
8) Are my questions over the limit? Sorry, sorry.
Hey, No no no no.Na na na na * plays CL's I am The Best part*
9) Money is not everything. Do you agree with the statement?
I beg to differ,to me MONEY IS EVERYTHING. the Price Tag song is bullshit, with my money i can go and spend time with Ukiss for MYR 1k *bahahaha* i won't missed the opportunities to see SUPER JUNIOR, i can buy all make up that i want,dresses that i wish,scarves that i've been longing and adore,foods that i have been craving for a long time, WEDGES AND MARY JANES SHOWED IN MAGAZINES. money IZ eveything you all *blows nails*. this is what happened if you asked a materialistic person.
10) Recommend me a good place for camping? Lmao.
Langkawi island ??? nyahahahah i only went for camping once.i really don't know a good place sorry :((
11) Is tagging people necessary? Elaborate. Again. HAHA.
yes,definitely!

okay done. i am at clinic right now,today is suppose to be my OFF DAY,but the other staff went back to her hometown already,so this CITY GIRL WHO HAS NO KAMPUNG HAS TO STAY AND WORK.at least i get paid XD

a little update from the clinic

2011-10-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

psshhhhhhh the reason that i am able to write a post right now is because the clinic is on the break since the doctor and the other staff went out for lunch at my boss' house. i am left alone in the clinic,in the dark (a very dark atmosphere) T_T and it is almost night now so.....huhuhuhuhhuh
i think they blocked Facebook and Twitter here since I can't access them (am using the desktop computer at the reception desk)
motive to write?none.
i just feel like typing to kill the boredom that currently strikes.
tsk tsk my schedule is so pack.
and i feel so sleepy yet i can't fall asleep (unless i wish to be scold by the big boss)

ohh anyway.
yesterday, a patient came and she is so creepy.

Creeper:assalamualaikum (she looks straight into my eyes)
Me: Waalaikumussalam
Creeper: a new staff?
Me: *nods. yes (typing her information in the computer while smiling to her back)
Me: have a sit.
Creeper:*mumbling something*

then... when i walked to the medicines shelves, MR XX(another staff) asked me "you know her?" i was like "no ~~~ooooo i don't" (and i made this i-feel-so-scare-face).

when i go to the reception desk back,she(creeper) came to me.

Creeper:do you know me?
Me: errr.nnoooo *stutters*
Creeper: your face is so familiar. how old are you?
Me: *hesitates to answer* heumm 20 *i lied*
Creeper:you looked like my friend. you are IRA?
Me:..........no i'm not. sorry,wrong person *smiles*

the conversations may sound like normal to you but if you see her face,you will feel terrified as well,her face is dark and scary.and she looks to me in the eyes..moosoweo T_T i am afraid that she might hypnotize me ROFL yeah i am so scare like that.

look,this is one of the drawbacks when you are working with strangers everyday.you can't predict what will happen each time you meet a new person. to tell you the truth, i'd rather work with computer than people. but then....i am a shyer and i feel the urge to change that and to improve my communication skill, i see the improvement day by day.
GOOD LUCK TO ME.

a nurse, a clinic assistant

2011-10-27T00:19:00.004+08:00

[September's pic]

the title said it all,i am now officially a part-time nurse and a clinic assistant *throws confetti*
can't believe that i am now working at clinic and actually assist people once again.
oh i look like a zombie now.
eventhough this is not a dream job that i wanted to:"nine to five,working on weekdays only" but i have to just accept the reality and that is actually my fate.maybe i can try my luck during the next semester break 흠..... yeahh there is always A NEXT TIME *tries to confront myself*
Work to earn money is hard,but it's harder if i stay at home and gain weight like a pig.so go go go fighting Pika! i really have so many things to write but trust me,it is really hard to juggle between real life issues and catch up with the cyber life at the same time :((
i felt bad that i neglected my online diary, lol not only online diary but it is also hard to write in my notebook 휴 , cause i need to write secretly and hide away from people which is super hard these days.gone was my private life....
p/s: i will visit my visitors' blog back when i have time okay???
i miss blog.and the blog buddies :(( really...
note to self:don't make mistakes at work again Pika,study hard and memorize all the medicines' names and the locations,and beware that even a little mistake can harm people and patients,and none other than yourself.

a nurse, a clinic assistant

2011-10-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

WHAT PSYCHOLOGIST SAID ABOUT FANGIRLS (KPOP)

2011-10-21T10:59:00.004+08:00

“Don’t underestimate those children who chase after Korean celebrities, their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously, they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles, the language and cultural barriers. They symbolise peace, they don’t discriminate based on race, they befriend people with the same interest from different countries, they’re more passionate and warm than anyone else. They don’t betray the ones they like easily, they are persistent and don’t give up easily. They are stronger than anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Korean stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life. They are all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a long time because of one incident.

Through investigation, most of them understand gratitude. Their way of thinking is different from others, they don’t easily get carried away by love, they don’t harbour thoughts of doing bad things, and their criteria when looking for a partner is very high, other than looks, personality is more important, so the rate of marriage isn’t high, but neither is the rate of divorce.

Their memory is very good, they can easily remember the korean lyrics they don’t understand, and their coordination skills are also very strong. Most of them are cheerful children, not the kind who keep to themselves. Their will of determination is also very strong, they are able to persevere all the way just to buy something related to the celebrity they like.

In short, the way these children think is vastly different from others, and their thoughts are not easy to understand. Generally, only those who have similar interests are able to enter their world."

흠....very interesting isn't it? I don't know if it is a true research or not but it is true nonetheless, well at least i think i have all the characters described in the above passage

Getting a job,quit, and disappointed

2011-10-19T09:28:00.007+08:00

Hai blog, I haven't updated my blog in years ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
To Dila thanks for following my blog ^_______^
2 weeks passed and I am no longer a CFS IIUM's student :)

Well,that is not what I want to talk about.Noticed that I have been on hiatus for the past weeks?
It's because I had been working at a boutique as a shop assistant.
First week went out very well, but I quit already.
I admit that I enjoy working there despite of the low wage they are going to pay us(the workers) monthly.
Reasons??
The staffs are bitch.They talked behind each other's back.
For example, when B is not around and on leave, A come to me and talk shits about B. And when B is not in the shop,A will said a lot of bad things about B to me. When they all tell negative stories to me I was like -smile-nod my head-and i go like "oh really?didn't know about that" "ahhh so that is the reason...." yada yada yada.-That is effin scary you see.I really and absolutely regret working with them. They were all nice to me and I terrify that they did that behind my back too.well i do heard about some bad things about me from the staffs and I totally care less about it, despite all these I continue work.
Other thing that I really feel so unsatisfied about is the working hours and the day of works. We have to work all fucking days from Monday to Sunday and can only take a leave 2 times A MONTH.i repeat, TWO TIMES A MONTH. The working hours is from 10 AM to 9PM everyday. tell me what fucking human can bear with this kind of job?

Still, i thought "well i ask for this and i have to bear with it"

until i got another offer yesterday. i was thinking that,since this new offer benefits me more than the current place I'm working at,it's not a fault if I said to my boss that I want to quit,and I wasn't intend to quit yesterday,I said I can work until Friday...I said to my boss that I can work until she find a new person to replace me.
AND BOOM. she yelled at me in front of customers and said that I betrayed her and she feel disappointed . I was shock at first,i thought that she should at least talk to me nicely and not yell at me.How rude.I keep quiet and I explain the reasons of why I want to quit.
----> The new place is nearby my house and I have difficulties on transport .if I still continue to work at the boutique,it's hard to find a bus in the night and my dad couldn't afford to fetch me every night.Thus,if I work at the new place I can stay at my auntie's home if my dad is busy and couldn't fetch me.

and kabooom she yelled at me again and said that she couldn't paid me if i decided to quit. then i said,well that's okay cause I know I was at fault.but she still fucking yelled at me infront of customers, WHY CAN'T SHE TALK TO ME NICELY,WHY CANNOT SHE LET ME GO NICELY?DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO HUMILIATE ME?NO YOU DON'T. YOU CANNOT FORCE ME AND WE DON'T HAVE A BLACK AND WHITE CONTRACT THAT DIDN'T ALLOW ME TO QUIT WITHIN A MONTH.
YOU ARE DEALING WITH A LAW STUDENT AND I CAN FUCKING ARGUE WITH YOU BUT I DON'T.WHY? BECAUSE I FUCKING RESPECT YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME ,YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO LECTURE ME BUT NOT FUCKING SCOLD ME IN PUBLIC.AND I THROW MY RESPECT IN A DRAIN NOW BECAUSE................
After I reached home at night,I received a message from a staff at the boutique and she was mad at me and said why i said bad things about her to boss and apparently "i said to boss that i want to quit because i told the boss that 'that staff' said to me that the job is hard and MANY MORE" (excuse my grammar mistakes). then she said if have this bad attitude and badmouth about others,i will be hate by people at my new workplace"
but the thing is i never badmouth or back stab about them not even a single thing.i was a quiet girl at the boutique. WHY,tell me WHY they did this to me?
*deep sighs* i never mentioned anyone's name during my conversation with my NOW-EX-BOSS. all i said was i want to quit because i want to,and i want to quit because the new workplace is nearby my house.that is all.i never said about anyone else.can you understand how disappointed i am with my ex-boss?how dare she did this to me . How dare she TWISTED STORIES AND MAKING ME LOOK REAL BAD.HOW DARE SHE.... :(( i really respect her.i cried my heart out last night because i was so disappointed with the treatment i received from them. THEY ARE SO SCARY AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I DEALT WITH THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. i found out that they are some kind of people who will put a spell on you and meet shaman to do bad things to you if they dislike you.
don't blame me if i am being racist towards this community after this, i know not everyone is like them but i couldn't help but being cautious after this.i am sorry for this ugly post :(( i need to rant,and by writing i feel a whole lot better,and safer.

p/s:apology. sorry because there are so many bad words in this post.and so many grammar mistakes..I am only human..........

Sugar Spice and Everything Nice

2011-10-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

아이구 ㅠㅠ 이것 봐~~my puffy and tired eyes ㅠㅠ

4th October already passed. 1004 is such a wonderful number. It symbolizes cheonsa (angel) in Korean language. So 4th October is an Angel Day ( 천사데이 ) in Korea That’s mean I am one of an angels too :3 pueheheheh…..

On the other side of the coin is, I will remember this day (4th October 2011) as the day of me leaving the college forever and celebrating the birthday alone in college room with laptop as my company.

That’s not important, what important now is that I am nineteen. Finally a nineteen years old girl *phewww. Thanks to everyone who wished me via Facebook, Twitter and also kind enough to sent me a text message, Hana who sent me a long text message, Nadira who sent me a MMS, best friends who called me~~thank you thank you. I feel appreciated ㅠ___ㅠ and dad who is also surprisingly brought me to A&W and treat me a waffle in the night because he said I’ve been craving for waffle before. Unfortunately he doesn’t remember my birthday at all not until I remind him. So in the car, when he fetched me from college, our conversation goes like this:

Me:Abah, do you know what day is today?
Abah: heum? Today? Its Tuesday isn’t it?
Me: oh yes..euhmmm today is Tuesday. *shows disappointed face and leans face against the car’s window
Abah: why? Your birthday?
Me: *Nods. Still stares outside the window without looking back at my dad.
Abah: *laughs* why you didn’t tell me earlier in the morning? You know I can’t remember if someone didn’t remind me of it. I have to write in my book planner. So what do you want to eat?
Me: who on Earth will proudly announce to everybody that today is his/her birthday and begging them to wish and give gift? I am not that kind of person =_=;;

Tsk my dad should have asks me “what I want” not “what I want to eat” because I’ve been longing for an external hard disk all this time. Well yay I ate waffle that night. Finally. Hiuuuuu sobs sobs sobs A&W has the best waffle I’ve ever taste. It gives me this kind of feeling, the feeling that reminds me of my childhood. I used to go to this fast food restaurant often with my parents and siblings when I was a kid. And I don’t know…. but I have this sort of sweet and warm memories about A&W. it’s unexplainable. The restaurant decoration… the sweet and butter taste I get when I eat waffle makes me have butterflies in stomach. LOL Maybe I will eat the waffle frequently in future.

p/s: i am looking for job now. tsk i am jobless.

Snowflakes on my eyelashes......

2011-09-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

Now playing:I'm all out of love by Olivia Ong

Hello. I'm back
Countdown:D-6 until I officially graduate!
Which also means, 6 days left until my final and *drum rolls* last paper:Law and Society
And the next day,4th October=me, Shafiqah a.k.a Pikakitty will also be officially nineteen!
(it so funny when people in real life also know about my unhealthy obsession with Hello Kitty, and they called me Kitty or Kucing (in Malay) in real life.Meowww...,maybe that is because i drew most of photos with whiskers on my face (?)
Bhahahahah I am going to be nineteen soon Olleh Olleh ooOOOOO!
Whatever.
Last weekend,I went on a trip with family to Langkawi Island for 3 days and 2 nights. Overall,the trip was bad or should I say,boring?
Since I've been there for a lot of times.
And maybe~~~one of the reason of not feeling excited,thrilled and joy is because when I was there,husband(s) are here in Kuala Lumpur, performing on stage and I couldn't see them *wrinkles nose* Sad life is sad.
What I bought from there? Chocolates.Tee(s). 끝. Like i said,i went there for a lot of times already.
I've seen a lot of things,been to all the tourist spots,bought all the A-MUST BUY stuffs before *sighs*
To tell you the truth, the reason of me feeling unhappy about the trip is .................tetttttttttt.
Secret.Nevermind,it is too personal to pen down here.
We departed to Langkawi Island on Friday and came back to Kuala Lumpur on Sunday'S evening.
And I went back to college in the night (as usual). I can't believe I have a jet-lag on the way back to Kuala Lumpur,I have been feeling very uncomfortable on the plane.
I am sorry good-looking steward, I made serious face in front of you not because I dislike you but I am not feeling well and scare that I am going to puke on you Kwahahaha.
In the night, when i was was sorting out my clothes into my luggage so that I can bring them back to college, my little sister(Anna) came to me and put this little and tiny Winnie the Pooh soft toy into my luggage.

Anna told me to keep this toy,and hug him when I sleep,which I did every night now.
aren't she sweet?hihihiih i love you girl.
well,you're still an annoying baby sis nonetheless XD

More of pictures,details, and tips about Langkawi Island soon...... *taps fingers*
I figured out that since I've been there and I kind of 'master' about the places there already, then I should share with y'all right?
I want to go there again,but not with family anymore. I want to go there with my ~~future husband~~ *stomps feet*
The result of seeing so many couples who went there for honeymoon *bites lips*
It's time to doze off and dream of Law and Society paper,jeng jeng jeng....

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?
-Olivia Ong (All out of love)

Shake it to the left, shake it to the right

2011-09-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

Now playing: Sometimes when we touch by Olivia Ong
Hello blog!
Click,click,click.
As you can see, I like to take pictures of random things at random times.
I love photography, because it has it's own language.It speaks for itself.

Two weeks left until I am eligible to become a free bird once again

2011-09-19T22:57:00.010+08:00

am in the only fan who wish they stay with cute-image like they use to had during ROCK U and HONEY era rather than shaking their BOOBS AND BUTTS on the stage???

Countdown: 4 days left until I get out of this hectic town and visit my favourite island 9 days left until Final Examination starts. 파이팅!!!
Now playing: Step by 카라

remember this post when i said i want this book so bad?well,wish GRANTED!
thanks to my beloved DAD,i love you ABAH.thanks for the book-shopping session.

Had an Orange Juice and Spicy Chicken Chop Rice (eh,did i spell it right?) when
I went to Old Town White Coffee at Jaya One last week.
Food was good,okay la.SO-SO. not enough to feed my tummy that day actually hihihi.And pricey some more,this dish is RM 10+

Finished my one and only assignment,and what's left are tutorial on Wednesday and individual presentation on Thursday :3 I am looking forward to my vacation at the *secret* island tehehe what so secret about that place. To all college mates,the CFS IIUM students,good luck for your final exam!!!Bitaufik wannajah brothers and sisters :)

Note to self: you have been behaving well these past weeks. keep on doing good deeds.also, study well,and study hard Pika!!!

Oh Eid Part 2

2011-09-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

Tehehehe A stars-printed Baju Kurung I wore today(Wednesday) and stars-printed bag.hihihi Coincidence!!Just realized it when I was about to reach the class
Now playing:Fan by Epik High... *on repeat* [Missing this song so much,it never gets old]
Location: 124B,Block B, Zainab Jahsy College,CFS IIUM Petaling Jaya

Today, I had a quiz for the topic:Constitutional Law during the General Principles of Law 2 lecture.My answers on the answer script are ridiculous
My lecture will laugh when she mark my paper for sure
Maybe I should study real hard this time,since Federal Constitutional isn't my cup of tea to be honest.
And is it just me, or LAW AND SOCIETY is a boring subject to everyone else too??? I just can't bring my self to love this subject.

On the other hand, I just registered and paid to attend the Annual Grand Dinner. I actually don't feel that excited to go anyway,cause besides the dinner event itself, i have to think about the dress,clutch,and shoes!!!!where to find $$$$$$? Oh you see, it will be held at Mont Kiara Golf Club,so takkanlah I want to go wearing Baju Kurung kan? *my dad said,just wear Baju Kurung,it's not like i'm going to see THE ROYAL HIGHNESS or whatnot* My dad doesn't have fashion sense,he doesn't understand woman
It's on 3rd October anyway, a day before my birthday *coughs coughs a little reminder big coughs*

Move on...I will continue posting pictures of my family and I :3

With my auntie I call her Cik Laili :)

me and my pretty aunty... childish pose because i am just childish ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

When everyone was sleeping, i took selcas in my auntie's bedroom

i just realized that it's been a long time since i last wear an outfit or hijab in Red. The last time was 10 years ago???
even if if wear a light make up,it just won't show any different on me right??hahahhahaha... i took an effort to applied two eye shadows,used lip gloss,thicken my eyeliner,and applied mascara but it just won't show up kan???wasted effort.ㅋㅋㅋㅋ kidding lah.i like it that way actually..

Then,later in the evening we went to one of our relative's house in Kuala Lumpur.

31th August 2011

These are all taken when we went to Negeri Sembilan :)
Ohmy...speaking of Negeri Sembilan... I have a sad story to write.

So family and I went to one of our relative's house=Mak Tua and Pak Tua at Mantin.We arrived there around 2pm-ish...And so once we got there,the gate was closed...and the environment wasn't good too.. dirty place with the chickens' feathers scattered on the floor.and smelly some more...but my grandma,uncles and I decided to check inside,we were shocked that the door isn't locked,so we try to check inside if there is someone inside the house..we gave salam for 3-4 times..no one's answering...my grandma step inside,turns out that 'Maktua' (the wife of the house's owner) was laying on the long chair,it was a pretty sad moment..she lays there unable to stand and unable to recognize everyone and unable to speak fluently..and asking me "who are you???" I just smiled at her,and kissed her right hand-to show that i respect her. THE HOUSE IS SO EFFING DIRTY,AND SHE LIVES THERE WITH HER HUSBAND ONLY (my granddad's cousin if i was not mistaken) Where the eff are all of her SONS AND DAUGHTERS. WHERE THE EFF ARE YOU GUYS??IT'S SECOND HARI RAYA,and you guys dare not to visit them?!!! I am crying when I see that the grandfather,Paktua working around the house..and they don't have Lemang,or raya cookies on the table.Shit.where is everyone??
The fuu... Once you got their properties and lands,you left them just like that?what kind of kids are you guys?I would not respect and tolerate with this kind of person.UNGRATEFUL SONS AND DAUGHTERS.Be grateful,you guys are older than me,or else,if i meet you guys,I am going to give a freaking long lecture to all of you.

the front view of the house :(( The house was so lovely once upon a time..I had great times visiting the house before...
But now... I hate to say this..but it looks like everyone is waiting for them to die..to disappear....it hurts to say this..but this is life..everyone is fated to die....what hurts the most is,i grew up..and i see these people grow older..from being healthy..to the person who disable to do things they used to do before...so sad cuz i can't do anything to help them..the least i can do for them is,to keep them in my prayers everyday..pray for them that they will live peacefully until their last breath and that soon,their children will regret for what they have done and will take care of their parents.Amin..

After that we went to another relative's house.still in Negeri Sembilan,located at Temiang.Anyone from Temiang here???Oh hehe I have Minangkabau's blood...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Don't dare to speak in Minang with me -____-;; because I lost the ability to speak in this dialect.I think the only person who can speak fluently in Minang is my grandad ...since everyone is living in Kuala Lumpur,so no one is practicing it anymore. But once a Minang,always a Minang hahaha (what the hell):you know you are a Minang-ese if you love spicy foods!!Masak Lemak FTW~~~~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋMerepek...

i want to have a cute kid like Danish(below)*daydream*.he is so cute isn't it???tehehehehehee
i feel like want to get married already T____T this is unhealthy of me.

awwww Danish...why so lovely???

Yaya and my sister:Anna at the back~~

ultragirl??

phewww..i took a real effort to upload all these pictures.because i feel obligated to do so...for future reference XDDDD

The world is so empty if one thinks only of mountains, rivers and cities; but to know someone who thinks and feels with us, and who, though distant, is close to us in spirit, this makes the earth for us an inhabited garden.
— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Churpchurp:Are you Malaysian enough?

2011-09-13T12:56:00.001+08:00

My score?

Just 90%

Are you Malaysian enough? Really? I bet you you to take this test & find out your score! #CelebrateMsia

Oh Eid.

2011-09-13T00:39:00.025+08:00

These are all taken during Eid celebration last time.
My Eid was boring OTL
Hence,the boring pictures.
Or maybe because I'm getting older,and not receiving a lot of duit raya unlike the previous celebrations thus I feel like Eid is boring this year?
Hahaha..silly...

Location:Grandparents' house at Kuala Lumpur

28th August

30th August

Here come the special day~~

Nenek (Grandma),cousin:Akmal,Aunty Ita and Yaya on her lap

fake money XDDD it's an envelope.received it by one of my uncle,i really thought he was generous this year !!turns out that i was being fooled >3<

smelling the fake-duit-raya envelope *sniffs sniffs*

I am so lazy*plays The Lazy Song* ..and it took me forever to upload pictures 헐...짜증나 ...
To be continue....

Beautiful pain

2011-09-09T23:48:00.005+08:00

In previous entry, I wrote that I have a bruise right?So this is how the bruise looks like
It's hurting. I don't know if it's normal after blood donation. but it happens to me. Humphh...

Anyhow, went to Berjaya Times Square.found two wedges, one is MYR 99, the other is MYR 79 OTL if only i can buy them both But I am so poor, I only bring RM 50,because I didn't expect to visit Berjaya Times Square yesterday. It's unplanned outing.
I bought Maybelline Hyper Sharp Liner at Watsons. Quite cheap, MYR 23.90?

I look weird,very weird with wing eye-liner but hahahah...maybe i am just bad at drawing.
And I found that,the colour isn't very dark black,you have to apply 2-3 layer to get a darker black,and it's smudge easily ;______; I don't know why this product receives many good reviews. Is it just me? Maybe it was my first impression. Gotta try it again tomorrow XDD Plus, I already bought it so I can't put it into waste.
Maybe I will just stick to Maybelline gel-liner..but I will never buy Kate Gel Eye Liner,it's dried up easily,trust me.

Things I wanted to do before I die: Blood donation♥

2011-09-08T19:12:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum,Hello, and 안녕!
Today,there was a Blood Donation event held at Al-Malik Faisal Hall.
I always wanted to do so, so I finally gather all the courage to donate my blood today. Donating blood is on my THINGS-TO-DO BEFORE I DIE list! Before this, I always wanted to donate blood but I didn't find the right time to donate, busy or I either feel like "no,not this time,i am not ready yet,maybe soon" And this may sound silly,but I also wanted to donate blood because I'm eager to confirm my blood type! tehehehehe... I asked Dad what is my blood type, he said A.
So through this blood donation, I can assure that I am Type A person!

First and foremost, I registered and do the survey questions first. And then, proceed to the blood type test, then doctor checked my blood pressure level and weight, then registered myself through the online system[fuyohh banyak then lah]. Fuhh my feeling when I see the other students laying on the bed and see the blood flows through the tube?? INDESCRIBABLE. My heart beats faster than normal,and adrenaline rush through my veins So the nurse call me to go to the bed, first the nurse wanted to take the blood from the left hand,but she said my left hand is too small (?) Maybe,she can't find the right point on my left hand..tralalala do i make sense?
So,the process begin like the pictures below...... It really hurts when she insert the needle, but being a brave girl, I didn't cry!hahaah brave girl brave girl

I do blood donation because it is a part of charity work and I always wanted to save someone's life,eventhough it is just through a small contribution.But besides that, did you know that there are a lot of advantages if you donate your blood?

It would help to alleviate some major health problems like heart diseases. Blood donation is an excellent way to get rid of excess iron accumulated in our body due to its overconsumption. Excess iron in the body can stimulate the formation of free radicals, which are responsible for causing damage to body cells and tissues. Free radicals are also associated with many diseases like heart diseases and cancer.

Iron overloading is also thought to increase the risk of heart diseases. Besides, iron oxidizes cholesterol, which is harmful for the arteries. Hemochromatosis is a genetic disease characterized by excess accumulation of iron in the tissues due to improper metabolism. The disease can cause damage to many organs like pancreas, adrenal glands, etc. It may also cause diabetes, liver diseases and heart diseases. So, donating blood on a regular basis would help you to regulate the level of iron in your body. Studies have shown that donating blood regularly can be beneficial for the heart and circulatory system and can reduce the risk of heart diseases, especially among young people.

Besides, blood donation also burns the extra calories and reduces your cholesterol level. After donating blood, the count of blood cells decreases in our body, which stimulates the bone marrow to produce new red blood cells in order to replenish the loss. So, it stimulates the production of new blood cells and refreshes the system.
By Chandramita Bora

My roomies said, I look so awfully pale,and yeah I did feel so dizzy and hungry,and thirsty after I reached my room,maybe because of the side effects. And and and there is a one swollen spot on my right hand but,it will heal soon,I hope.

Sources for pictures and facts: Google.com and buzzle.com

사랑합니다.....

2011-09-07T16:10:00.014+08:00

Between Contract Law,Tort Law and Criminal Law,I love Criminal Law the most.That is allㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

After thinking for so long, I've come to the conclusion that I am going to ~~quit~~ my fan girl life. Maybe not quit but more like stop spazzing? Let's see if I can succeed on doing so.
It just that... I feel like it's getting me nowhere....I feel guilty by calling myself a fan when I am so left behind from all the updates.

I admire all these busy people from an official fanclubs,or the fans who constantly giving others updates about the group they are following,and at the same time, not lacking in their studies. They can balance their time between study and k-pop life.

How about me?
Of course my study is okay.......... But it is just, OKAY and not near to perfect. As a person who never satisfied with what I have, it kinds of frustrating you know? I'm taking one of the difficult courses that requires me a high intelligence, higher proficiency in English, and I need to master in Arabic language as well. And I also currently self-studying Korean language as a hobby. I have 3 weeks left until finals and to graduate, And I currently have assignments piling up along with tutorials and quizzes. I can't handle many things at the same time. I am not and individual who is professional on multitasking. My memory is getting worse. Alas,I can't balance my time. Unfortunately, I can't complain to anyone. I used to think that I CAN balance my time, but I WAS completely WRONG.
What more important now are GOD,Study,Social life, work, study study study and study.*sighs*

I foresee a lot of people will unfollow me on Tumblr,Twitter and un-friend me on Facebook. Well, I am prepare for this.

I terribly miss my friends that I have made. I never ever forget everyone. I just don't have time, and I hate the internet connection here,so friggin slow it's hard to connect to Twitter,Daum,forums and even Tumblr. I wish to stay in contact with everyone, but I fail to do so. Sometimes my heart aches a bit,when someone dropped a message on my Facebook wall or via PM, tweeted to me and said that they miss me. I wish i can spare my time but for now,let me figure out how to balance my time first, and until that,will everyone still remember me?

Soon, I am going to be 19. And I still have a lot of things to do,to complete and to achieve in my life. One of it is to be a good writer (a good writer on blog of course), and I still trying to nurture myself to love Law and to love the job as a lawyer (if I become one in future which I still fail to foresee it) or likewise. In order to achieve these, I need to sacrifice other things.

When I grow up, and become an adult, I want to be able to go through and re-read all the previous entries, and laugh at myself,laugh at my posts. I want to be able to tell my future husband and kids and said, "this is what i did before, this is how i lived my life in the past" "Ukiss and Super Junior was so famous during my time,well they changed me a lot!". I want to see how much I have changed, and crying looking at the past photos. I want to smile so wide at how I am improving, and feeling proud looking at all of my achievements. This is my main objective of having a blog.
This blog is like recording my journey in life. I want it to be a place where everything is recorded, all of my thoughts are recorded. Some people have blog to gains followers, some people have blog to brag about their luxury lifestyle, oh you know....people have freedom to do so. While I,prefer to remain quiet, and not promoting blog,maybe just through Twitter and to few close friends from both cyber and real life.

Before Tinkerbell-cafe,there was a Pikakitty.blogspot.com I used it from 2007-early 2009. I shut down that blog because it feels so embarrassing looking at all the entries and photos. I didn't fully wear hijab before so I kinda don't want random guys to see it. The blog is now sets as private,and only accessible to me. But I made a lot of friends, know a lot of bloggers,some of them are now famous bloggers,I doubt they remember me. It was a good time. And now, I have Tinkerbell-cafe! And I too, made new friends here maybe not as much as before but I content with it.

Oh look at the number of viewers and the top 10 countries. So surprised that I have visitors from all over the world, and even from some weird countries that I didn't know exist! I really don't care about the number anyway, I never forced anyone to read, I never forced anyone to follow me.If they want to do so,then thank you. My hope is just people can relate to my posts. That's all. Sorry for a lengthy post!

Lesson of the day: Cinta Antara Serban dan Jilbab

2011-09-07T01:56:00.001+08:00

A very interesting title isn't it?So I just came back from attending a forum talk entitled:Cinta Antara Serban dan Jilbab at Al-Malik Faisal Hall in my university,IIUM Petaling Jaya. It was indeed a very interesting and intriguing subject! And it was held by 3 great presenters. They are from the Imam Muda ,a tv program aired on Oasis channel from Astro. I don't think I should introduce them since most of Malaysian should already recognize them :) These people below(from left to right) are: Imam Muda Hizbur( Season 1), Imam Muda Fakhrul (Season 2), Imam Muda Azhar (Season I)

You see, I am pretty much a conservative woman when it comes to love. As you all probably know or didn't know, I have this principal of 'i don't need a boyfriend,but a husband' *laughs* (You can read my previous entries if you want to understand me) I dislike guy who love to touches his woman,or even randomly touches anyone!It likes one of the pet-peeves to me okay. AND IT IS A MAJOR TURN OFF IF I WITNESSED YOU TOUCHING A GIRL, YOU KNOW I DISLIKE IT WHEN I GAVE YOU AN EVIL-GLARE. ~~Thus,I proudly want to say, I am single and happier like this~~!tsk tsk how can I be happy when all of my favourite type of guys,are either married or in a relationship.Just kidding.

So back to the topic, this talk was held to give an awareness and to discuss about love among the teenagers especially, the university students. Some people said, couple is Halal in Islam, some people said it is forbidden, and some people said it is COMPULSORY! ahahaha.So they are trying to discuss this from their point of views supported by the Al-Quran and Hadis.

This forum started on 8:00 PM and ended on 11:30 PM.Pretty late right?But it worth every seconds,because you received many inputs,learned many new things and facts :) I pretty much can relate to the talk and the stories discussed. Oh well, what can you learn from this? Ask yourself, therefore, I really really really really recommend all of you,Muslimah,PLEASE read PEMILIK CINTAKU SETELAH ALLAH DAN RASUL (i don't know how many times I have promoting this book and to how many people I have said that I love this book so friggin much and NO, the author didn't ask me to advertise her book LOL) to understand how I think.Trust me,it's worth your time. Even Imam Muda Azhar recommended this book to read.
Thanks for taking your time to read this.

What a day

2011-09-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

Leaving house in few hours.It's time for a reality-check.Good bye good times.
Can I just throw things on your face? Can you just cut out the crap?Can you just don't appear before me?Can you just lick that shit outta your face?Sure you can't.How shallow of you.

I began to draw an invisible boundary between myself and other people. No matter who I was dealing with. I maintained a set distance, carefully monitoring the person’s attitude so that they wouldn’t get any closer. I didn’t easily swallow what other people told me.-Sputnik Sweetheart

Money Love Fashion Fame....

2011-09-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

This is a Part 2 post :D
Oh I am still sad because I couldn't find my thumbdrive in my room..I always misplaced things *blames myself*
I just came back from my auntie house..like 30 minutes ago....i ate like a pig.

12th August 2011:Break-fast session with ma hommies!

no picture with Qima and Azwan.again T_________________T

13th August:Break-fast at my auntie's house.

selca is compulsory

one of my cousins,isn't he cute???Fahmi is the name!!

he is a chinese+malay boy just so you know....

my grandfather(the one with white hair) and unknown

spot Fahmi looking at the camera,gotcha!

Cik Laili with Yaya and Danish on her lap :D

can you handle spicy foods?

eat eat eat

Dad and Anna!

Hilmi XD

Grandma picking foods,auntie Awin talking to someone(?)

Me:"Danish look at the camera" Danish:*looks at the fruits*


eating non-stop :D

Kuih Tepung Pelita :) the lower layer isn't very green right??


forced smile

so that was basically how i spent my Ramadhan...third weekend was spent alone in the room,eating alone and no good food ;_________; and third week was spent with Daddy and siblings...that is all.I'm going to post about my Eid ~~experienced soon~~! Now it's time to doze off and entering Neverland!

August 06,2011

2011-09-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

okay,so where do I begin this?? As you all know, Ramadhan already leaved us with thousand bitter and sweet memories.And it's the month of Syawal , a month for us the Muslims to celebrate and as a reward after a month of Fasting and *coughs coughs* behaving well XD And let's not stop from doing all the sunnah Ibadah and let's us stop from doing all the prohibiting things. Shall we? I myself is trying to improve too,little by little, slowly, one by one, correct me if I did something wrong or re-doing the wrong things again and again ;_______;
let's keep on track. i can go on and on and babbling like somebody will makes an effort to read everything that i type.like someone is care.like..... *yadayadayadayada*
Sighs... Can I just be positive. What is the point of reading a lot of self-help books when you didn't make an effort to actually take all the output *talks to myself*

First weekend of Ramadhan
Break the fast(Iftar) at Grandparents' house.

Foods!!oh Foods!


chikin.....Fried chickens


second sis helping fries the chicken....

om nom nom 냠냠냠 prawns~~~and it's spicy(bonus)!!

"Masak Lemak Udang" by my super awesome Grandma!

glorious dessert of the day

it's called=Durian Glutinous Rice Milk??

side dishes,best serve with Kuah Kacang!

Bonus pictures ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

응???? bare foots huh??she is very stubborn!!

With Yaya

우리 아빠~~~

to be continue.....

Before I leave this place.

2011-08-25T16:25:00.003+08:00

My last post before I leave this Center for a week! One week holiday for us the students

Book book book,oh BUKU

2011-08-22T23:46:00.012+08:00

Another post.tehehe just because I'm in the mood to write,procrastinate and rant.
phewwww life has been tough.Hence,the rant post that i posted previously.
Instead of writing,lemme show you these new items that I bought,in just two days!LOL aren't I amazing at "spending money"?????
As usual book book and book...

Front cover

Back cover

another book!

and... 두근 두근

Guess what is inside this paper bag?

it's

a new diary

Also,I have this new unhealthy obsession with anything RILLAKUMA Should start thinking of collecting the stuffs... or even better, Saving Money *coughs coughs*

Oh how adorable. Meanwhile, I have been dying to buy these two books since last year. I saw A Single Girl's To Do List at MPH Bookstore yesterday so perhaps some pleading session to Dad would work nyahahahaha.

I Heart NEW YORK,HOLLYWOOD[bought these two already]..and now Paris..next is Las Vegas and soon London.Can't wait to add these to my I-HEART collection!

Have I mentioned before that Lindsey Kelk is favourite author?Yes,she is! Friendly(replied me before on Twitter and the character "Angela" followed me on Twitter),and I just love her writing style. My another favourite writers are Sophie Kinsella and Cecilia Ahern,their book are so captivating.I collect all the books from these writers.Maybe someday I will post about my book collections :) Also,I have completed my Twilight series last year but still yet to finish Breaking Dawn( took me a year LOL).
I can go on and on and on about books.

It was one of those nights where,no matter what you do, you just can't get to sleep

2011-08-22T19:54:00.003+08:00

And so as I sat down, watching the rain pouring down from the sky, I began to think. I think about her, I think about him, I think about them. I started to realized that I was wrong from the very beginning. That my decision to participate in that particular society was a wrong approach.Very. They knew each other already. I was a newbie. I felt so wrong. I don't know anybody. Without me, they survive, everything stills going on and progressing like normal. without my existence, well, they could careless. i felt so awkward, i felt so embarrassed. i wish i can contribute something. But boy.... i always end up embarrassing myself. they are in contact with each other. and i am not aware of that. i thought i was an important figure. i thought I've found a group of people who can accept me and my flaws. well.. human is still human...
The looks from you guys, I don't think I can handle that. I wish for once, for once, that i can appreciate people, to be able to understand them, to be able to love them, to be to care, and likewise. deep in my heart, I have to admit, i feel jealous. ~~Jealousy rules me~~. Sadly, I couldn't do anything...... Sadly, I'm only be able to break the ice now, here, and today.
I am such a sad person.Really.
Has been written by,
Pikakitty

Now I'm wearing this smile I don't believe in.

2011-08-18T21:12:00.004+08:00

Life has been quite interesting.College life is good as well,alhamdulillah. I doesn't face a lot of difficulties in this month too.... Iftar with my dearest family every weekend is one of the main highlight in this month I must say. First week was at my grandparents house,last week was at one of my auntie's,and this week will be at grand dad's restaurant but I probably won't join them(my family) Well it depends though,unless my dad is kind enough to pick me up at college.Actually this iftar thing is kind of unusual cause we never done this before,but who knows maybe our family have a lot of rezeki ...Alhamdulillah again.
Bad things?Apart from my soon-will-be-rotten English language skill, I have a frequent head ache T_____T That's not cool right?
Preparation for raya? As I grow up, Raya wasn't a main priority anymore....
....................................... I sound so motivation-less right?
I Hope something or somebody can cheer me up. Let's figure that out.
Remember when I said I don't trust people?Well I should repeat this, I don't trust anyone anymore.Not again. Not being cheated again.Not being backstabbed again. And not being bad-mouthed again. But well,if you bad-mouthed about me,then I gain pahala don't I?
I never ask anyone to understand me.
When I upload all the photos that I took during iftar, it will already be a Raya-season hahahaha.

“Always put yourself in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too”
— Unknown

That's what I do, I push people away

2011-08-18T17:40:00.003+08:00

I'll be back when I sort out everything. cause lately, everything seems to fall from it's place. But on the lighter note, Micky and I are talking to each other again It's good to get in touch with the person I trust.....As for she wouldn't reveal what I said to others.Get it?

After being trapped in college

2011-08-04T22:06:00.039+08:00

I finally escaped from the place last week.
Let's have a proper intro.
Hello.안녕.Hye.Apa Khabar.Ni Hao.
~~Wo hen hao.~~
Ridiculous.
I have been neglecting this blog.Hence,there is no update. My apology,tinkerbell-cafe
this is gonna be a freaking long post.pheeww.

On repeat:Crash by Battle [i've been missing this group so behryyyyyy much i think i am going to cry so hard,i miss you Chris ~~my so-called asian-vampire-wangja~~ ]

31st July 2011

Went out with my friends and lepak-ing at where-else-oh-you-know Subang Parade.
People:Me, Hana,Han,Azwan,Sid.
Location:Mc Donalds and Big Apple.
What did we do?:Basically just hanging out,chit-chatting,sharing stories,future plans and yadayadayadayada.

YO.
THIS IS ~~MOLELY PRESENT~~

*drum rolls*

this post really took my time. /forever blaming the free wi-fi/

At home before I went to Subang Parade

Subang Parade

With Han,doctor-in-the-making.She's going to Indonesia to further her studies!
Oh we went to Subang Parade together by taking a train

Hana and I

with Azwan the Sone :) covering mouth is my signature post tehehehe

Hana and Sid.These two went to Korea last month ㅠ_ㅠ

Han's polaroid camera

My notebook a.k.a my best friend=Tinkerbell ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

yes,my laptop cover is a pink-leopard print

Unglam shots of the day

that's me wearing my Ki seop's fake glasses!oh how horrible!

With family

After I hung out with the friends, Dad drove us (siblings and I) to Section 13 for groceries shopping at Tesco. While in the car, the sisters and I took pictures :)

my new ring,and these was took by my baby sis..she insisted on taking pictures -,-;;
she is the one in the middle of the picture below >3<

To sum up,it was a hectic weekend,but am undeniably grateful since i did not really wasting my time
Does this reminds you to anybody? I hate how I look in this photo

All Pictures are taken with: Canon PowerShot A3200 IS and Canon EOS 600D

to be continue.....

내꺼하자

2011-07-28T15:43:00.010+08:00

I shouldn't suppose to post an entry, but I did anyway
Say hye to boring life. Thus, there is nothing interesting to say.
I'm in the pink of health.
Enjoying reading fanfics to the max.
Had a few good dreams too.
Finished watching 49Days. A must watch drama.
City Hunter?Still on going.
Did I mention that am on examination period?
I don't know if i can pass Law and Society paper with a flying color or not but I think I did well,eventhough the questions aren't like what I expected.
General Principles of Law 2 will be my second and last paper to sit. It's due on Saturday:3-5 PM and I will go back to my home right after that.Sweet!After a month,finally. Had a plan to hang out with my friends on Sunday,we'll see. Ramadhan is coming, and I can't believe we are going to go through fasting month starting on 1st August!
So, is everyone has been doing a preparation for that? Mentally and physically? Don't ask me though but I will make sure my Ramadhan will be fill with good things and good activities,hope so. And it will be my last Ramadhan here in CFS IIUM,Petaling Jaya
So I will definitely record and make a lot of good memories as much as I can. and i thought of documenting my life here before I graduate from the Center as well!
As for my fangirl life, I really do not enjoy it to bits this month /stares to the internet signals show on the desktop taskbar/
Put all of these things aside, I bought a fake glasses like Kiseop

This guy...why he always looks good even he pose with an ice cream??WAE WAE?

/Shakes head/ I really don't want to think about the price But put it aside too, I'm a happy KissMe kwahahaha.
Eh you know what, I thought I can only be able to post only a one line post but it turns out to be quite a long post heh? ㅋㅋㅋ

Thanks to Ayakane for this award This is the 3rd award actually. Thanks a lot!

So to answer the tag, this is the 7 facts about me
1) Everyone knows I love Korean things so much!So yeah!
2) I have a sweet-tooth. I love pastries a lot. Strawberry cheese cake, Mango cake, cupcake, Japanese crepes, you name it.
3) I like to collect glasses, but didn’t use it outside though.
4) I only drink tea, I love coffee too but not the black one.
5) I’m cold, sarcastic, egoist and fierce. To sum up, I’m not a very nice girl XD
6) I enjoy listening to music box and sad songs, someone said I have a unique taste in music just because I refuse to listen to the IT-song.
7) I spend most of my time with my laptop.

I don't know who should I give this award to though, cause 15 is a lot and I don't really know a lot people in blog world anyways. So here you go.
1) Chazzie
2) Yunah
3) Han

Because everyone else that i want to tag had been tagged kekekeke.

Last but not least, I am soooooooooooooo curious with this. I really wanted to know who is the visitor from Cheonan,Korea that visited my fyeahsulhu@tumblr :O Can you talk to me on Tumblr dear visitor from Korea? You can be my sources for news though.tehehehe. Don't let me imagine stupid things such as "the visitor is actually Sulhu" LOL cause I don't want to go insane Urghh I do hope they know how to use Tumblr like Block B Park Kyung and Ukiss Eli /coughs coughs/ arghhh Eli....I miss you lah huhuhuhuhhu. As you can see,Cheonan is number two in the rank according to City :OOOOOOOOOO

Quiet people have the loudest minds— Stephen Hawking

2011-07-15T15:06:00.028+08:00

Now playing:Officially Missing You by Geeks

Written on 3rd July:
Part 1

I was in a long absence huh? Have so many things to pen down yet so many other tasks to do as well.Heum...I guess I haven't wrote this yet. Did you guys know about a novel entitled Denyut Kasih Medik? It was written by Dr Farhan Hadi (Fatimah Syarha's husband who wrote Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul)
I read this book last month.It's my room mate,Sue's book. The book is interesting I must say. It's about a young man who is a practical doctor (HOUSEMAN) working at one of the government hospital.It fulls with moral values, the medical issues, etc. The book is too good(speaking of being bias) that I spent two days only in order to finish it. Not very thick. It has 390 pages only and not expensive! Go and get one. Oh,did I mention that the publisher is Telaga Biru? Hehehehe. If you love Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul,then expect the similar feelings you got when you read that

Part 2
So yesterday, I asked Sue if she has apples with her and she said,yes. Well,I saw this easy peasy recipe in my laptop and since we didn't have peanut butter, we changed it to my Nutella. The taste was funny though! But I thought I should blog about it, since it's a healthy recipe and everyone can try, So, here you go. "Apple Sandwiches". Credit as tagged.

Written on 4th July:
Part 3

Anyway, it looks like I am going to finish my 'Journey' diary book anytime soon. I should look for a new one And it's just July right now. You see, I write a lot in "Journey". My feelings, my opinions, the thoughts, the secrets are written in this book. But opps.. of course IT IS PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ the only person who has the access to this book is me! I know nobody writes her/his secrets in diary anymore. But, I, somehow feel more comfortable this way. I write when I feel stress,happy and yes,most of the entries I wrote here are written in my diary too

9th July:
Part 4

Living in a room alone can be really boring,so I decided to take my own photos using /coughs coughs/ poor laptop's webcam :3 Besides, I need a new default photo on Facebook and experimenting with the new eyeliner brush and mascara that I bought /sigh/ the brush doesn't work as I want to :(( But the mascara is so good, works like I expected :) *sighs* Can I just have my own digital camera and Polaroid camera?Okay,you can close my blog now.

Take one

Take two.laughing at my own joke because i was so fwaking funny.my Hijab's style is a joke.I regret buying this pashmina,it's so hot!

Take three.Continuously camwhoring.

Take four. Oh mo,why so serious Pika?Chill! ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

Take five.I never use this glasses outside actually.

12th July:
Part 5

Blooming of Beauty series-Japanese Hydrangea mask from MY BEAUTY DIARY.Bought this last Tuesday at the nearest drugstores[Guardian] to my college :) Yeah,Jaya One Mall.Where else? I always wanted to buy MY BEAUTY DIARY masks!! This is like the cheapest set I can afford to buy. I like the scent,it smells like a green tea to me! And I love the feeling when you put it on top on your face,it slowly feels cool and I actually feel asleep with the mask on :) Not planning to re-purchase this,maybe

Dekstop background of the week,because I get bored easily

this is what happen if you let Hongki and Gikwang play on your desktop

Was watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal the other day.Look at Joongki on the top and Micky at the right side XDDD
I really like this picture!Look at Micky who is falling from above :3 Lol just realized that the two Micky at the left side was doing the same pose like the photo above!

My current desktop wallie

"One summer night, out on a flat headland, all but surrounded by the waters of the bay, the horizons were remote and distant rims on the edge of space. Millions of stars blazed in darkness, and on the far shore a few lights burned in cottages. Otherwise there was no reminder of human life. My companion and I were alone with the stars: the misty river of the Milky Way flowing across the sky, the patterns of the constellations standing out bright and clear, a blazing planet low on the horizon. It occurred to me that if this were a sight that could be seen only once in a century, this little headland would be thronged with spectators. But it can be seen many scores of nights in any year, and so the lights burned in the cottages and the inhabitants probably gave not a thought to the beauty overhead; and because they could see it almost any night, perhaps they never will." — Rachel Carson

this has been the coolest,
pikakitty

Average Height 186cm, Stylish Boyband X-5

2011-07-14T23:22:00.009+08:00

writer's note:THIS IS ANOTHER LAME POST BY ME just because this blog needs an update this is a fan-girl post read at your own risk ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ ~~this is a rough translation by me pika@fyeahsulhu it can be wrong and not fully translated because i do not really understand korean internet-language.I don't have confident to post it on Tumblr~~

~~1- The member who sleeps the most??dududududududu……~~
Zin (19 years old)!
2- The Prince who constantly looks at the mirror among the members?who?
Haewon and Taefung (Both 21 y/o)
3- The greedy and Hemp King(?) among the members? *i really really do not understand this hahaha*
Zin!
4-The most perfectionist member?
Ghun! (23 years old,Leader)
5- If you have a girlfriend, what kind of girl that you like?
Ghun-Song Hye Gyo is my favourite type!Cute and pretty,ah~there is no weakness points.
Taefung-It’s Son Ye Jin! I like innocent and an easy-going girl!
Zin, Sulhu, Haewon-Girl with a nice personality(?)(eeiiii~~~

EDITS
I asked Jiyoon from r2pi a favour to translate it for me. So please credit her back if you took this out

1. Member who sleeps the most?

(Zin)!_ Being at the age where growing is important, he looks like he lacks sleep. He seems to be the member who sleeps the most so he can actively promote later on. During photoshoot, he was very hyper and made everyone happy.

2. Member that looks in the mirror a lot?

(Haewon and Taefung)!_ There were mirrors all over the shooting scene, and we were worried about who will the one to look at it the most. It was Haewon and Taefung. We asked,”Is it because you guys enjoy your appearances?”. They laughed and answered,”No! We lack a lot, that’s why we look in the mirror!”. Taefung, who is especially interested in hairstyles, had the blow dryer all to himself.

3. King of eating?

(Zin)!_ Standing at 189cm, eating is a must. Even at the sight of small snacks during the shoot brightened his eyes. Loving snacks more than actual meals, we call him ‘King of Snacks’ instead.

4. Member that’s a perfectionist?

(Ghun)!_ The members thought carefully decide on this one. Instead of being an actual “perfectionist”, Ghun focuses on every detail. Not acting like his age (23), he takes extra care of the members and has a strong leadership. We can view him as the true oldest brother!

5. Girlfriends? Ideal types?

Ghun_ Song HyeKyo is my type! She’s cute…she’s pretty..ah there’s nothing bad about her. She’s perfect.

Taefung_ Son YeJin! She’s innocent, but at the same time, has an outgoing personality. I like girls like that!

Zin, Sulhu, Haewon_ Girls with good personality! (In the background: Yeah right!) These three boys confessed they can’t see beauty unless they see the personality first. No matter how pretty she is, we have to see if she’s a good person or not. All the members stared with their puppy eyes, confessing they never had a “real” experience in dating.

Credits:Snapp and Jiyoon@r2pi

~~The end. But you get an idea right??Hahahaha.Anyway please link back to my blog if you..... /coughs coughs/ in case taking it and re-post anywhere.Just kidding.Okay bye~~

2011-07-13T00:51:00.005+08:00

A SUPER BORING ENTRY and the edits is BLEAHHHHHH..i don't have a motivation lately..was busy watching korean dramas instead of studying.see? I have no life.Lost followers on Tumblr and Twitter.I'm dying inside
Dear X-5,can you guys have more photoshoots or be in more variety shows please...

Is it a crime?No, I didn't think so.

2011-07-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

With freedom, books, flowers, and the moon, who could not be happy?

2011-07-05T22:42:00.006+08:00

"Nobody likes being alone. I don’t go out of my way to make friends, that’s all. It just leads to disappointment."
Toru Watanabe, Noruwei no Mori

Should I just continue searching the lost time?

2011-07-04T21:13:00.011+08:00

Random photos that I took

Just wanna show you what I've been up to

To be continue.....

Say Hello to July!

2011-07-04T00:16:00.004+08:00

note:bitchy internet line is a bitch. i can only log in to Blogger. using Anis' laptop now ^_^;;

1st July
Haiiii it's July already :) Time do flies fast >3< I am actually not feeling very well (and present) when i write this down, blocked nose +running nose + head ache.Perfect isn't it?? =__=;; We already received our allowance anyway! Thanks Malaysia government <3
Oh uhoh~I need ti buy my Kate eyeliner brush :) and some foods stock and......detergent. Look,i need to list down all the stuffs I want to buy so I won't over-spending. I need to buy the necessary stuffs ONLY.

3rd July-8:30 am
Say hello to gloomy Sunday!
Surprise! I woke up early, took bath early in the morning, i even had my breakfast too!(i am known as a lazybums person ) Anyway, I've been thinking of the stuffs that need to be in my make-up kit :)

BB Cream (Missha or Etude House)
Concelear (no more Z.A please)
Lipstick
Kabuki brush
Eyeshadows
Blusher

I need all of this before the Eid :) I also need My Beauty Diary masks!! also an eye masks as well ^^;; No MONEY NO TALK lalalalalalala (it's not a crime to imagine that i have them all right?kwahahahahaha)
Did you know that I got Tinkerbell (laptop) back? It's all upgraded now with the new anti virus software and am currently using Windows 7 Professional :) Used Windows XP before =,= I'm a happy bird!It just that, I feel upset because I forgot to save Adobe Dreamweaver (it was in the laptop before and can't be recover back) hmm...... shall get it from Fatimah, I should visit her though! I missed her so badly :3
Speaking of Tinkerbell...... I need....... an external hard disk so freaking bad too.Purpose?? To store all this Kpop drama and all the graphics and musics!! maybe after Eid...or before I graduated or the other way round,but guess what?Dad approved and it looks like I don't need to pay a single cent to get the hard disk :3

A Day Before July

2011-06-30T21:46:00.007+08:00

Sometimes what you want, isn't always what you need

-What She Wants by Cathy Kelly

June 29, 2011

I'm writing this down because I am always this lame :) Malaysian University English Test, it looks like we are going to meet each other again next year :) Guess what? I got Band 4 for MUET. Alhamdulillah, I pass one of the requirements to go to the main campus. But, being a person who never satisfied with what she has, am planning to take this test again. I hope to achieve Band 5 because Band 6 seems impossible ~_~ I want to re-challenge myself. Don't mind the RM 60 that I need to pay.

June 30, 2011
Anyway, I should praise myself too :) In June, I've completed reading 3 novels. 2 Malay novels and the other is in English :) These are the books (sources:Google)

My opinion?Maid is a good read while Pergilah Air Mata is so-so. The Book of Tomorrow? 4 stars out of 5! You will think it's about a girl-boy love story but it's not,it has a lot of moral lessons :)
I love reading so much! Besides novels, I read fanfics and online comics (Manhwa to be precise) on Internet. Did you know that according to one statistic, Malaysians read one book per year? Heummmmm, I didn't know if this statistic is still relevant now (it's the statistic that I used a lot when I did my English and Malay essays during high school hahaha) But I observe that, it's indeed really hard to instill the habit of reading even to my own family!! Fiction books,non-fiction books,you name it. I've tried to order my own siblings to read English books or Malay novels during their leisure time, but they are just stubborn! I mean, even if you can't, magazines or newspapers will do right? at least,you're reading :) and your memory can digest something and it's working and it receives data (?)..hehehe
People always address me as "Miss-Know-It-All" simply because I know more information than others.It simple,I enjoy reading to bits! Instead of books, you can indulge yourself into the world of blogging. this is what the internet is use for. :) To find information! there are countless blogs available as well. Fashion blogs, education and non-educational blogs and et cetera. Don't just limit yourself :) I'm not a fashionista. but I follow the news about fashion industry so I know what is going on and what is the latest trend. I'm not good at using English so i read any blog written in English. Need an inspiration on what books to buy? There are book-reviews' blog available too.
So can you guys now stop saying that "Oh I hate reading" ?? It irritates me :) hahaha. Thanks for reading.

p/s: am using my room mate's laptop because my laptop is gone. It was sent to be upgrade to Windows 7 (i previously used Windows XP) and upgrading the anti-virus software as well.

La Familia

2011-06-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

Date: June 12,2011
Location: Grandparents' house in Kuala Lumpur

Kerepek Pisang (a local snack made from banana)

Family :)

the end.

I like nonsense, it wakens up the brain cells.Haha

2011-06-20T20:52:00.005+08:00

Written on:7:14 pm

So I'm going to write a lil bit before I kneel to God (Maghrib prayer) *sigh* I think I should REALLY start learning Korean again. I think my Korean skill is officially rotten where that I am absolutely unable to write full sentences any more.

My Twitter-depression? ~~I think I am over it~~. Maybe. I'm going back home this Saturday for XFS (X-5 International Fans Forums) meeting on Skype (yeah.. I have to go back since I pretty much obviously dislike the internet connection in college so might as well use the one at home) And maybe, I will just tweeting over the weekend.

Anyhow, I just received my very first assignment for this semester which is under the subject of Law and Society. The date of submission is July 29,2011. What else? Tomorrow...I'm going to see a doctor for blablablablabla...... you don't need to know.ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

So back to the main topic: 한글..공부...하자!!ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아 맞다! you know what? ~~I would love to see any Korean people drop a message in my chatbox~~. yadayadayadayada...crappy entry..this is...ridiculous... 아하! i saw from Nuffnang that people from Korea did visited my blog, I don't care if you are foreigners living in Korea, or...local people..or celebrities..or 유키스 or 슈퍼주니어 or 엑스파이브 if that make sense. HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT EVEN! {you think they have a lot of free times ah? even if they do,how come they will read your blog?they won't!ridiculous}
Yeah ah, I should stop this imagination. 끝.

Lastly, am quite surprise to see that the number of followers of fyeahsulhu is growing, I expected that many will unfollow the blog after God-knows how long I didn't update it. It makes me feel,BADI honestly have no idea why are you guys following it.just because of the tumblr name itself? or you guys like my posts?I don't know..I just feel..BAD. and only god knows how i really really miss U-kiss..... and the Kiss Me(s) i always talking to on Twitter.did they think of me like I did?

This has been the coolest,

Pikakitty

p/s: it's the charming Haewon's birthday! Happy birthday bro많이많이 사랑해용!!!! And Rachel if you saw this,Happy Belated Birthday to you too!!

Disappear....

2011-06-19T18:41:00.004+08:00

I quit Twitter I will be back until the internet connection is good, and i've stop subscribing to Twitter on the phone as well, you don't like to read my random shits too so, I bet people will start forget me, and there's nothing I can do about it I'm sick of this. I've realized that I have become too attached to Twitter But what can I do when it's my only resources to stay in contact with the friends and for my fandoms updates? ....... the free wifi at my college should start being nice to me SERIOUSLY.
As for now, I will be here
I don't really like Facebook anyway.

Silence,I discover, is something you can actually hear

2011-06-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

"That’s all I think about these days. Must be because I have so much time to kill every day. When you don’t have anything to do, your thoughts get really, really far out—so far you can’t follow them all the way to the end."
The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

Hye I can't update my blog with photos because the internet connection is super akdfhjdfnjgnjfdnajgnfjgndsghdsjg slow Furthermore, I can't log in to Twitter. Just As a Twitter-holic, I feel like pulling of my hair already I don't care if I can't log in to Facebook and Tumblr but Twitter. I am very emo right now, I'm sorry

A Better Muslimah?

2011-06-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

Was reading a post from Fatin Umira's blog [here]
And I thought,it was worth posting for You don't mind me re-post it here right?It inspiring me too, because it is totally related to me.

laki-laki.
maaflah bila kami bukan jenis yang happy go lucky.
maaflah bila kami bukan jenis yang bubbly.
maaf juga bila kami jenis yang pendiam.
membosankan bila diajak bicara.
tidak up to date dipandangan mata.
tidak mempersona.
dengan cara dan gaya.

maaf.
bila itu menjengkelkan kamu.
bila itu bukan pilihan kami.
bila kami memilih untuk menjauh.
bila kami memilih untuk menjarak.
bukan kerana kami menyombong.
tapi kerana kami takut.

This is the answer. After I got a very bad treatment from somebody, it reminds me a question that i have been questioning my self since a year ago. A question that I asked my senior, not sure why I remember this back, but I believe Allah wanted to give me a sign, and for the past two weeks, I have been receiving many advices from people around me. It's a good sign actually, a Doa' made with out an effort, will not be easily granted by Him. All I want is God to strengthen my Iman, I know I lack off many things,but I hope for changes day by day. Soon,I'll be able to leave everything behind me. I know, I will.
People think, they can easily say bad things to me, I maybe can face it, but I have heart, I have feelings. I may like korean stuffs a lot,but I am not going to following every single things. I still have "perasaan malu". You might think I have an open mind,but No. I am still a conservative person in every way. I don't like being humiliated. If you think it's fun,to me it's NOT. Go on and humiliated me more as if I didn't get the HINT.... Wassalam.

Thinking of that rainy forest

2011-06-14T10:57:00.004+08:00

These photos were taken when I met my high school mates during two different occasions; Teachers’ Day (May 16, 2011) and during the reunion day at Sunway Pyramid (May 23, 2011)
Hey people, I'm glad we're still close even we were graduated from high school for 2 years now, and I'm still counting! I hope we will still be friends till we grow wrinkles on face!haha /kidding/
I'm sorry for the late post.

May memories :)
I hung out more than I usually did.
But you know what? It was really good to see them after only god knows how long.hahahaha I think the last time was December right? But there are one or two that I didn't met for a really long time :)
I've come to realize, they are the peoples who really accept me for who I am and all of my weaknesses, I mean I don't have a fear when I am around them, I can be myself, they care about my feelings and my sensitive sense. I don't have to fake laugh,or draw a fake-smile. And they didn't make mean jokes of me too :)
People change after all.

May 16, 2011- SMK Seksyen 7,Shah Alam- Vinie,Helmy and I (Nabihah went back early)

note to self:never ever take photo like this again.omg look who is so huge there!

school's canteen

my school..........

don't get fool,this is not an image of my school :p this is a shopping mall that we went together

May 23, 2011-Sunway Pyramid,Subang Jaya

note to self part 2: money is not everything after all. i'm not after money and luxury anymore. that piece of advice will always be remember by me,grandmother. Noted.

Am I Not Good Enough For You?

2011-06-04T04:17:00.000+08:00

tada!!! notice the new song in my little blog? it's too beautiful~~lalalala i feel like flying.... I'm a fan of music box anyway,let just say I like everything cute. Cute songs,cute videos, cute foods,cute stuffs, ~~CUTE PEOPLE~~.Oppssss,my bad! kwahahhaahahaha
Move on. Last Saturday.I mean last week, May 28, 2011 .I went out with the friends.Locations: Subang Parade and Qima's house. So, here is the compulsory part, HADURI HADURI HADURI *throws confetti* but....we forgot to saved the good gif..the super funny gif >_______< the one with me are all rather normal and annoying heheheh. Oh,before I post it, did you know that you can get variety necklaces and rings at affordable place? Like seriously, all the necklaces and rings I want can be found at Subang Parade, they open small stalls every Friday-Sunday. Like the one at Amcorp Mall :) And there are stalls who sell polaroid or lomo camera, and cake,and velvet cake some more,dresses, scarves,shoes like adjfdsfhadhfjasdnfakj all are so beautiful *i feel like crying when i remember that* And I bought one vintage necklace that day along with a bow ring..awwwwww.

us trying to do the MA BOY hands' part?look at the person at the back!

Hana and Qima

LOL QIMA WAYLT?!

또!ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ 우리 하나 :)

i don't remember who captured this ~_~

i don't even know what is wrong with me

in the evening, we decided to go to Qima's house, Hana gave me a ride, before that we stopped at Hana's apartment because she wanted to change her clothes :) I waited for Hana in the car. So... ㅎㅎㅎㅎ


oh you know,that's what we called Selca

these three pictures above are the food that i ate in Hana's car,it's an Indian snack- i think it's called Wadih? It's really delicious and crunchy,and spicy.Which is suits to my taste :) Then, I spent the entire night at Qima's house. We talked talked and talked then played Truth or Dare game.

you know when you spent your day outside until night,everything started to be mess

so that is how i spent my weekend, the next day i attend a wedding event :) This is how I like to spend my day with friends... just a small circle of friends,talk, play around,laugh like no one is around, and just being me! :)

I'm sorry that it has to be this way

2011-06-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

courtesy:Flickr

because if i didn't do this, you will never learn. and when you didn't learn your mistakes, you're going to do things according to your intuition. i wish i have the guts. I'll be back. Just feel like updating because it's June!Awesome possum. New semester starts very soon. Awesome again. I'm sick of staying at home doing nothing.
p/s: i didn't check my blog ever since i posted the last entry. my bad.

well,excuse me for being so immature!

2011-05-28T01:45:00.001+08:00

Zinrafah LOL

I actually made up nickname for each of the X-5 members with Jinan and Naqya ㅋㅋㅋㅋ LOL Anyhow, I'm going to Subang tomorrow to meet the lovelies :D

i think i haven't upload this one right?

The problem with English is that....

2011-05-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well,I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
-Almost Lover

written on: May 11,2011

Hey, haven't write anything in awhile right?
미안해지만, 나는 너무 바빠서 (팬 걸잉) 히히 ^_^;; 그리고 시간이없다ㅠ_ㅠ 아휴~
Haven't write in 한글 in recent posts~어대???

Part1
To sum up, many good and bad things happened in between, I've smile a lot in the end of April- present, I get to know many great people at 달 사람 채팅 방. ~~Apologize for being so quiet there, I don't know what to talk, and i am not funny too, but i enjoy being there~~.[lame sentence is lame] Bad thing? Nahhh..... not worth writing for. But I believe people read my procrastinate tweets right? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Part 2
So Sid called me last night... and he said my English is terrible and he always felt like wanted to correct my tweets. So mean ㅠ_ㅠ But, I'm not mad. Noted though. He's right anyway. To be honest, I never ever double check what I wanted to type, be it on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr and even here,Blogspot. I always noticed my grammatical error and fail sentences after it was posted, and didn't bother to correct it at all unless when I feel that I ought to \(=3=)/

Oh what to do with myself? Not good in writing formal Malay and English.Besides my Korean language skill is rotten day by day. Save me :(

the TYPO Queen

hey little brother,Noona love you always~~

Snowman,Jinan said your eyes look like Eli :3

to-do list: Teachers' Day and the Sunway Pyramid gathering story to be write....

I was happy until I realized how hurt I actually was.

2011-05-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

I have nobody to tell how I actually felt inside my heart.

nobody knows what's going on with me..and as selfish as I can be, I wanted people to understand what state I am in right now without me having a fear to tell them the truth. I don't like my current self and the current surrounding and the way people treat me.
p/s: i want to visit everyone's blog :)

Sometimes I wonder what people assume about my personality from the way I look

2011-05-20T22:05:00.003+08:00

Life has been good lately. As usual,it’s normal. Same old same old. Oh did I mention it has been raining like cats and dogs lately too? heumph Well,is that even important? ~~Yes,it is~~
I recently found out two-three Tumblr-ers re-post my gif, and they did not credit me, and a person from XFS forum who used my gif as her avatar without crediting me too. It’s just upsetting okay? And for those Tumblr people, is that so ~~fwaking~~ hard to just reblog? Does it takes your time more than if you re-post it? This isn’t a first time, but I just letting them go, even though I kinda feel hurt when I see them, you can say I am overly butthurt, yes I am. But I decided to be nice as long as they didn’t remove the watermark.I feel slightly fine about that. I can say that there are about 10 persons using my gif haha =_=;; On the brighter note, it feels good to know that people are actually taking something from my Tumblr , eventhough I didn’t feel like being appreciated. ~~Oh,joy!~~
Oh anyway, last night I read Han’s post:here. And it alarms me about what people think of me too.
Like Han, I have a very cold personality. I do not open up to new people. I don’t have a lot of friends, and I just stick to the same group/ circle of friends. It’s really hard to accept someone new in life. How about male friends? I have one whom I really really close to,it’s Sid. And faeiz (well if a relative counts). I am not even close to my male cousins hahah what even. I am a shy girl :3

I’m a very spoil brat person, even though I’m the eldest. I get irritates easily, and if someone didn’t fulfill my wish or request, I will cry. for example: I ask dad to buy me a food, and if he didn’t do so, I will lock up myself in room and cry as if someone just died.
I am naturally not happy person. I don't have smile plaster on my face when I'm in public. Except to people that I know. Sid once said, I can be a judge because of my strict expression. Eventhough I smile,he said it looks like a smirk.

SMIRK.like this ㅎㅎㅎㅎ

Shy. Enough said. I don't really know how to make a joke. Most of my jokes are rather lame.

Let just enjoy this video Yunah once posted. My favourite Pikachu's video :3

Credits: Tumblr for the first picture,Pixiv.net for the art. Rocketboxx for AJ's.

Baby I'm so lonely~

2011-05-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

So it's been a week since I last post an entry here?well,it's going to be a double post for today (ehem,if i have the will to do so)
On Sunday,we (family and I) went to dad's cousin house at Puchong,there's a some sort of ceremony for their first grand children (Cukur Jambul) . It was nice actually,the foods that was served are good, there's BBQ. And my dad's other cousin actually has a grandchildren,and to be honest,the couple live next to my house,and they have a grandchildren? I can't believe it that I don't know about the existent of the grand children!!!~~KILL ME NOW PLEASE...THE RESULT OF BEING AN ANTI-SOCIAL~~
I'm an auntie.yes,an auntie.Enough said.

brother and sister.Look at my sister's unplease face

look at her pose,and my pose below ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

awkward pose =_=;;


lightning makes me feel fairer \(=3=)/

Lets forward the story, headed to Jaya Jusco Bukit Tinggi before went back home. Guess who I met there?My best friend:Tan Vi Nie har har har,what a coincidence. Bought a new pair of ballet pump,I realize that I need one before I'm going back to college. I don't want to use that Bata shoes no more *insert crying sound* Bata shoes are comfy but the design are bleah.....
Out of the story again. Besides, I bought a box of cupcakes! And I love it so much <3 Me is happy!I'm a happy girl,yeeee!!!!

*cough cough*

Today, May 16th 2011 is a Teachers' Day. Happy Teachers' Day lovelies!

You may say I'm a Dreamer but I'm not the only one

2011-05-06T02:13:00.003+08:00

my brother.Sulhu?yeah,that's his name

he is my brother y'all,like him?~~ask for my permission first~~ remember my previous post? i did made a .gif of him which ~~raise so many attention~~ bhahahah. i know it's late,but better than never..he is from X-5! the group i've waited for to debut and been following the news of them before they're debuting!wohooo i'm just ~~cool~~ ~my brother is the maknae in the group,and yes he's my bias!! but i'm not a he's-my-lover kind of fan,i just like him and want to support him.Besides I'm moderating his thread in the X-Five Star forums. Register if you haven't done yet and join the force!muahahahaha. Anyhow, the Tumblr that I made for my brother just reached 112 followers,but the following screencap shows you 111 followers!Cool or not,111. bhaha ME GUSTA!*throw confetti*

besides, the fact that he is wayyyy younger than me, he's 16 and i'm 19 makes me feel like a pedo-noona but i don't care, I will always support you baybehhh!

lets drag your attention to................. *drum rolls please*


Hello Kitty Steambot set anyone?

this?

or .....

why can't we have this at Shah Alam/Petaling Jaya?!

y.u.m.m.y

~~parkk~~ my life ;_;

so my body and soul are showing some symptoms of Hello Kitty fever back, what the hell i'm PIKAKITTY after all~ I might post all my hello kitty PHOTOS collections <3

p/s: i am so easily can go out of topic right?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

this has been Pikakitty, and good bye

마 보이-시스타19

2011-05-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

Dad bought a new camera
a cheap one from Canon, it's okay. as long as it's something new
I will buy a DSLR for myself when I eurmm eohhhh working in future.
Because dad just didn't understand my interest in photography, I swear if i do have DSLR or a good camera, I will upload gazillion pictures already
On the other hand, I just finished the registration process for semester 1 2011/2012. So many free time but I will fill it with other activities.. This is how my schedule look like

No morning class[except the one start at 11am],no class on Tuesday and Friday

New semester officially begin on 5th June 2011. ~~Ukiss fan meeting on 10th June 2011~~

Pika-nim,WAYLT?

p/s: more reason to be here since I just deactivated my Facebook. oh,i'm watching Arirang Star Date with U-Kiss.heart is

Om Nom Nom Sarawak Layered Cakes

2011-05-04T16:32:00.003+08:00

Last night,I have an awesome dream A dream that makes you go drooling like this ---> A dream that makes you empty stomach-FULL *virtually*
So I don't know where I was *in the dream* suddenly there's so many cake served on the table in front of me...It's the cake that I crave for. SARAWAK LAYERED CAKES A.K.A KEK LAPIS SARAWAK!! And I totally want them right now :( Did you guys know what Sarawak Layered Cakes are? These are how they look like:

this is the normal two colours pattern


Swiss roll a.k.a Spider Web pattern

LOL if i direct translated Tikar Mengkuang it will be=Mengkuang Mats (?) a.k.a Cake in Cake pattern


watermelon :3 it does not taste like watermelon anyway XP i believe so

rainbow~~ *drooling*

and the following one is so unique:


awww i don't think i will dare to eat these..i think i will just hang them on the wall as a frame hahah

pretty (Y)

sunflower~~해바라기케이크

......... lets move on,The cake can be baked in an oven or microwave. The batter uses butter or vegetable oil, milk and eggs, and requires a strong arm or electric mixer to be properly prepared. The baked cake has a high, firm texture and the layers are fastened together with jam or a similarly sticky sweet substance. More detailed cakes often require special moulds to maintain the perfect layer thickness. [sources:Wikipedia]

you like it or not? I am so going to buy the cake this week

Then you wake up and you want to die

2011-05-03T02:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the best thing to do is go home....

Hello.
so i supposed to sleep 2 hours ago,but there's so many things in my mind.
it's officially May. yes May. and i lose many great opportunities along the way.
i wasted my long semester break,March to April was spent by gaining weight,and growing dark circles as well as pimples. and it looks like i'm going to do the same thing for May ~~i supposed to sleep 2 hours ago.....~~
i know you all are going to say the same thing:yah you should work, can earn money meh and yadayadayadayada...
say all you want,and it's not going to help me at all. i just wish for *fill in the blank*
and i know right now,i need good company, i need new haircut.
i want school to start now,but nevermind it's around the corner anyway. hmphhhhhh

on the other side of the coin is,
i am currently reading:

a good way to distract myself from cyber world.but still online like 24/7 eh? >3<
once i completed this book,there;s another book waiting~~
and i should do a revision for the two courses i'm taking for next semester,no?

With insomnia,nothing is real.Everything's far away

2011-04-21T05:34:00.002+08:00

just wanted to say,i was schocked when i check this >3<
but hey,what so surprise LOL cause my blog link is there in my Twitter =_="
oh yes, i'm still alive.just saying! at least,i like how the visitors are from various countries!
today...........full song is going to be release..X-5 GO GO GO~
you guys are the only rookie group i'm following okay?
so don't disappoint me..
pshhhh~i have so many pre-debut pictures of X-5

[2011.04.03] 유키스 - Everyday + 0330 (SBS 인기가요)

2011-04-08T04:26:00.000+08:00

so whaddup?! i don't have anything to say,i will just post graphics that i made.enjoy girls!


in a rush when i made thisthis hot guy is MINE. yes,you read it right :p i will not reveal who is him,just not yet


him.he doesn't need an introduction :p


maknae is <3 so baby-face

oh hey Kevin


errr no comment.LOL

internet is so slow.i will upload more later~~
do not re-upload it anywhere else without my permission *just in case*